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Last published Sat, Apr 21, 2018
ready to face the world again
ready to motivate myself to 10
ready to take on the depression ahead
but I'm not ready for the judgements that'll come flying my way
people have a lot to say without knowing the troubles you face
day by day its always a fight
for you to keep on going inside your mind
the confusion about Mr.this and Mrs.that
they don't consider that maybe your life could be a wrap for the day
not waking up the next morning then they'll pray? at your funeral
the mood is just sad then only then they'll be sorry for the judgments
that they shouldn't of spoken
but not now it hasn't come to that yet
yet. at least I'm fighter so bring it
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