A Captain and Her Ship

This story will never make since no matter how many times I try to read it. I’ve been thought so much pain, lies and confusion. I’m surprised I could even stand for myself. The pain I’m feeling affected everyone not just me, and it won’t stop. Until, I’m consumed in guilty. Why, does it taunt me. I don’t know. It was just a new chapter in my life. Until, those memories came back, when he meet him, again. If only I never existed, then you wouldn’t be feeling this pain, I have caused you to endure. I wish for everything to be like when we forgot but….. It can't.