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In my memoir, my 14 year old self learned that the key to life and happiness is learning to never forget to say "I love you". 

This 18 year old character isn't so easily impressed. 

In this fictional continuation the main character will learn hard lessons about relationships, heartbreak, and what love actually means to her while searching for the question she's pressed on herself since day one: "How does one start living, instead of just surviving?" 
Complete chaos of manic depressive episodes, trying learn how to love herself, and searching for happiness. This continuation is fictional, but the emotions are real.All Rights Reserved

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In Love With Blindfolds On

I gave the best of myself to someone who didn't have anything to lose. I didn't know how to avoid my lover's toxic and abusive flames. My lover's twisted words were like a maze inside of my head that I couldn't escape. Sadly, my lover's actions hypnotized my thoughts and paralyzed my thinking. I learned the hard way that love isn't leaning in for a kiss, and a fist meets you halfway. Love isn't being a punching bag because someone decided they wanted to beat on you today. Love isn't saying I love you just because someone wants to keep you to themselves. I tried to be there for my lover, but I learned it is impossible to fix the broken pieces when the glass has shattered. There will always be pieces that are not repairable. However, I kept going right back to the person who I needed to walk away from. I was afraid, and I wasn't brave enough to wake up from this nightmare! I made the choice to suffer when life is meant to be lived and enjoyed. Will I find the courage to know my worth and know that I deserve better than the distasteful lies that are whispered in my ears? Will I have the strength to fight my insecurities? Will, I set myself free, or will I let my love be the death of me?