Missing You (Gawsten)
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Complete, First published Apr 13, 2018
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Geoff's eyes still hold a slight tired expression, but it's one of 'God, it's finally over, I can rest now,' instead of his typical 'when will this end?'

It's over, and it's safe to come home. Continuing life where he left off will be tricky though, because as far as a certain purple-haired boy is concerned, Geoff can still disappear at any time.

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Trigger Warning: This story has brief violent scenes and mentions of past child abuse.
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