b l i n d / / l . s .
- Reads 27,183
- Votes 668
- Parts 50
MatureOngoing4h 49m
Last published Wed, Jul 25, 2018
"why are you doing this harry? i'm not worth your time. i'm not who you need me to be." i'm really not. i'm just a burden.
"baby, you're all i need." his voice is calm, unlike mine which is panicked.
i feel his warm hands on my wrists as he gently pulls my hands from my face, trying not to hurt the fresh, deep cut.
i instantly lean into him and hide my face in his chest. he begins rubbing my back in an attempt to comfort me.
"i love you so much bear.. you have got to stop doing this to yourself.." he sighs and kisses the top of my head.
sometimes it might be a good thing that i'm blind. I can't see the pain that i cause him in his eyes. i can't see his hurt emotions.
••••••••
!!TRIGGER WARNING!!
self harm//suicidal thoughts/actions
homophobic actions/statements
broken home
smut
and sexual assault
All Rights Reserved
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
![✔️STRONG [L.S]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/188338466-256-k291229.jpg)
✔️STRONG [L.S]
"H-Harry please!" I cried, my hands placed protectively in front of my face. His eyes darkened, and he grabbed my wrists, pinning them against the wall. His breath rolled over my face, the faint scent of alcohol rolling up my nose. "Shut up." He growled. His short nails dug into my arm and I winced in pain. He released me, and grabbed a handful of my hair instead. I shrieked in pain as he threw me to the ground. Tears pricked my eyes and I squeezed my eyes shut. "Get up." He said. I opened my eyes, and scrambled to my feet quickly. He grabbed the front of my shirt to pull me closer, leaning down to my level. His eyes burned straight through mine. Chills went down my spine and I bit my bottom lip out of fear. "How many times do I have to tell you? You. Are. Mine." -------------------------- In a complex narrative, where Harry wrestles with the voices of schizophrenia, the story unfolds with uncertainty. The question lingers: Will Harry succumb to the relentless voices, potentially breaking down Louis, or will Louis summon the strength to confront the darkness that threatens him and stand resolute in his own defense? The outcome rests upon the delicate interplay of their intertwined fates, a story of mental struggles and strength yet to fully reveal itself.Complete
Sensory And Touch Therapy 2 (Louis' pov)
@Faye_x426x asked if I could write Louis' point of view of my story Sensory and Touch Therapy. I thought about it, and his view is interesting since he knows they're soulmates from the start. As a Sensory and Touch Therapist and the best in his field, Louis immediately agreed to take on a client at a stage five of deprivation. The shock that hit him when he met Harry Styles for the first time was indescribable. Harry was his soulmate! The problem was that Harry was in too much pain to have the same revelation. Louis had to balance his newfound love with his job as a therapist.Complete
The white lie
Harry worked at a subway station, wasting his life, too scared to follow his dreams. Every Thursday a girl with beautiful blue eyes took the 3.18 train. He always looked forward to seeing her. Maybe one that he would have built up the courage to ask her out? One Thursday a gang of teenagers knocked her off the platform and Harry immediately jumped the rail to rescue her. She hit her head and was unconscious. He followed her to the hospital and told them that he was her fiance. A little white lie could hurt, right? He just wanted to make sure she was okay. But then her whole family came and Harry found himself caught up in his lie. Her family was wonderful and he had been without his for so long. He just wanted to be a part of a family again even if it was just for a short while, at least until the girl woke up from her coma. Then her older brother walked in and yeah, now it would get really complicated. Louis was the most beautiful man he had ever laid eyes on. Loosely based on the movie While you were sleeping. Purely fictional.Complete
Way Back Home (Larry Stylinson)
"Sand on our toes, kiss on your nose. I love you so much, Harry Edward Styles. Against all odds, against all hoes. Take my hand, take my whole life too. I can't help to have fallen in love with you. Will you marry me, Harry?" On a breezy day, when sands were tickling through their toes and the sun was setting magnificently from afar as waves crash through the shore, Harry Styles, a 24 year old photographer, was asked by his best friend and the greatest love of his life, Louis Tomlinson, a 26 years old songwriter, the easiest question he had have to answer in his entire life. He already knows the answer by heart from the first moment his emerald eyes got the chance to connect with his ocean blue ones. Everything was beyond perfect. Every moment they shared were scribbled down on their vows, ready to be said aloud. But what if fate tested their love for each other? What if death and oblivion comes their way? Will their love for each other fade? Will they give up on the greatest love story of their lives? Or would this make them stronger? Would they find their way back home? To each other's arms? "I love you so much, Harry. Against all odds, against all hoes." Louis' eyes were red and puffy, tears were continuously falling from his eyes. He took Harry's left hand and continued talking "Take my hand, take my whole life too. I can't help to have fallen in love with you." Louis looked into Harry's emerald eyes. They were cold, no emotions were evident on his face. Not even the slightest hint of love. Louis took a pause, desperately looking at Harry's eyes as tears stream down his face. "Will you please... Please... Please remember me, Harry?"Complete
In Front of Them (L.S.)
Harry could tell he was upset. He denied it, but Harry knew, Harry always knew. He wanted to comfort him, but couldn't take the chance of someone seeing and it putting their relationship through even more. "What's wrong?" Harry whispered, hoping no one would notice. He worried more as he saw the tears well up in Louis' eyes. He could count on one hand the amount of times he's seen louis cry before now. He's always so strong. "Please," Louis whimpered as a tear escaped. Harry was about to ask what he meant, but stopped himself, he knew. "Louis. You know I want to, so much, but I can't. We can't. They'll kill us, we'll loose our jobs. You always say-" "Please," Louis cut him off, touching his arm slightly. The older boy knew exactly what he was doing and how this simple gesture would affect the younger lad. "Please just kiss me."Complete
Shit, maybe I miss you//Larry Stylinson
Louis loves to tease Harry and make him feel uncomfortable. But what if they somehow develop feelings for each other, but there is a problem - they have to keep their relationship a secret, because... --- "You like playing with me, don't you?" He puts his hands on my knees and gives me a little squeeze. That sends electricity through my whole body and I can't move, can't talk, can't breathe. I am totally under his influence. "But this time, I own the rules," his smirk is even wider and he doesn't wait any second and leans in. He presses his soft pink lips on mine. I am taken away by his action that I don't know what to do, but my lips certainly do. They start moving in sync with Louis'.Complete
Can't You See? (Boyxboy)
"If you love someone you tell them. Even if your scared that it's not the right thing. Even if your scared that it will cause problems. Even if your scared it will burn your life to the ground. You say it, and you say it loud. And then you go from there." Harry and Louis, best mates. Always have been. The fans called them Larry Stylinson cause they were always so close. They thought they were together but they weren't. What happens when all this goes too far? What happens when feelings arise? Will everything be fine or crash and burn? "Can't you see?" (This is a Larry one shot. I might end up having it spit into two parts but I'm not sure yet. You don't like Larry don't read.) WARNING: self harming is present if this will trigger you please do not read! Also maybe some boyxboy but not sure yet considering I've never wrote stuff like that before only read it. Hope you guys like it :)Complete
Always You
"Harry...I just can't," I whispered, unable to breathe with how close he was. He became instantly self-conscious, wrapping his arms around himself as he slowly backed away from me. "I should've known..." Harry sighed. "This always happens to me," "What?" "There's someone else...right? Someone better than me, more attractive," his voice was pained as I slowly reached out to raise his head with my fingers so that he'd look me in the eyes. "No, baby. It's always been you..."Complete
Stockholm Syndrome (Larry Stylinson)
My heart was beating and adrenaline was running through my body at a thousand miles per second. My hand wrapped around the door knob, but then I was pulled back painfully by my arm. I was whipped around and was face to face with a pissed off Louis. "Where do you think you're going, love?" He asked, and I gulped at how dark his voice sounded. The sane part of me was absolutley terrified of it, and I didn't like it, but the part of me that thought Louis was incredible was so turned on by his dark side. "Answer the question." He said as he squeezed my wrist tighter, and I winced a bit, but I didn't answer the question. "Were you trying to leave? Were you trying to run away from me?" He asked, and I felt his nails digging into my skin. I gave a small yelp of pain and then he was dragging me harshly by my arm down the hall again. He passed the room that I was staying in before and opened another door that was three doors down. He pushed me inside, and I couldn't see a thing. The room was completely dark. I began to breath faster because I've never been a big fan of the dark. I hated it. I didn't like what I couldn't see. I jumped as I felt a hand on my waist and my breath caught as I felt a surge of electricity run through me. I felt him pull me closer to him until my back was against his chest. His lips rubbed against my ear and he slowly whispered out "You can't leave, Harry. You're never gonna get away. I'm not gonna let you."Complete
love like ours~ (larry stylinson)
"Harry....please trust me...it isn't my fault" louis cried... "Me??? Trust you??...never!" Harry said angrily while gripping louis's face in his right hand tightly... "I'll never forgive you for what you did...." Harry said angrily.... "NEVER" Harry yelled while pushing louis away with every bit of power in himself.... *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* Rest is history, read out the story to find out what made harry hate louis so much to this extent that he can't even stand his presence beside him for even few seconds...will he ever trust louis again???....or will they ever be happy??....or what did louis do to make harry hate him so much???.....
"H-Harry please!" I cried, my hands placed protectively in front of my face. His eyes darkened, and he grabbed my wrists, pinning them against the wall. His breath rolled over my face, the faint scent of alcohol rolling up my nose. "Shut up." He growled. His short nails dug into my arm and I winced in pain. He released me, and grabbed a handful of my hair instead. I shrieked in pain as he threw me to the ground. Tears pricked my eyes and I squeezed my eyes shut. "Get up." He said. I opened my eyes, and scrambled to my feet quickly. He grabbed the front of my shirt to pull me closer, leaning down to my level. His eyes burned straight through mine. Chills went down my spine and I bit my bottom lip out of fear. "How many times do I have to tell you? You. Are. Mine." -------------------------- In a complex narrative, where Harry wrestles with the voices of schizophrenia, the story unfolds with uncertainty. The question lingers: Will Harry succumb to the relentless voices, potentially breaking down Louis, or will Louis summon the strength to confront the darkness that threatens him and stand resolute in his own defense? The outcome rests upon the delicate interplay of their intertwined fates, a story of mental struggles and strength yet to fully reveal itself.
More detailsContent Guidelines