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Parts 50
Time 4h 49m

boyxboy harrystyles larrystylinson louisandharry louistomlinson

"why are you doing this harry? i'm not worth your time. i'm not who you need me to be." i'm really not. i'm just a burden. 

"baby, you're all i need." his voice is calm, unlike mine which is panicked. 

i feel his warm hands on my wrists as he gently pulls my hands from my face, trying not to hurt the fresh, deep cut.

i instantly lean into him and hide my face in his chest. he begins rubbing my back in an attempt to comfort me. 

"i love you so much bear.. you have got to stop doing this to yourself.." he sighs and kisses the top of my head.

sometimes it might be a good thing that i'm blind. I can't see the pain that i cause him in his eyes. i can't see his hurt emotions. 

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!!TRIGGER WARNING!!

self harm//suicidal thoughts/actions 

homophobic actions/statements 

broken home

smut 

and sexual assaultAll Rights Reserved

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The white lie by itstilliswhatitis

Harry worked at a subway station, wasting his life, too scared to follow his dreams. Every Thursday a girl with beautiful blue eyes took the 3.18 train. He always looked forward to seeing her. Maybe one that he would have built up the courage to ask her out? One Thursday a gang of teenagers knocked her off the platform and Harry immediately jumped the rail to rescue her. She hit her head and was unconscious. He followed her to the hospital and told them that he was her fiance. A little white lie could hurt, right? He just wanted to make sure she was okay. But then her whole family came and Harry found himself caught up in his lie. Her family was wonderful and he had been without his for so long. He just wanted to be a part of a family again even if it was just for a short while, at least until the girl woke up from her coma. Then her older brother walked in and yeah, now it would get really complicated. Louis was the most beautiful man he had ever laid eyes on. Loosely based on the movie While you were sleeping. Purely fictional.

$From UK to LA {Larry Stylinson book 2} by LouisSavedMe_x$

"Stop crying baby, we'll be alright." Harry presses his lips against his boyfriend's temple, trying to comfort him. "I don't know if I am able to handle this any longer, Harry. Everybody hates me. They do everything to get me away from you. I've always known I'm not good enough." Louis' beautiful blue eyes are filled with tears, pain noticeable in his voice. "Stop talking yourself down, Louis. You are good enough. You are my whole damn world for god's sake. Not everybody hates you." "Your mom does, your friends do,..." "But I don't, Louis. I fucking love you, isn't that enough?" Harry's voice sounds desperate. This isn't their first argument with this subject. He knows Louis has a low self-image, but honestly Harry can't tell him even more times that he loves him. He does it all the time, shows him every day. "I don't know, Hazza. I honestly don't know..." Harry and Louis are a power couple. They had a rocky start, considering how the boys were arguing all the time in the beginning. But since they have started their romantic relationship, they haven't had even one fight. They survived the long-distance, video calling each other every single day, without a single argument. The boys trust each other blindly and love the other with all their heart. But what happens when Louis arrives in LA? People know about the rocky start of the boys and they are not as forgiving as Harry, for sure not Harry's mother. It's easy to be together when you are surrounded by people that support you, but are they able to survive the hate they will get in America? Or will it eventually be all too much and mess up their relationship...

DEFENCE // LARRY STYLINSON // LOUIS TOMLINSON by louissfallenangel

"No, no. No talking little bug, this is the part where you listen" he cuts me off before I can finish. I'm disappointed in myself for complying to his orders. I told myself when I left him that I wouldn't let him control me like this anymore. But here I am, pinned to the bathroom wall, with his hand securely fastened around my now throbbing erection, feeling my body surrender to Harry's commands. Louis and Harry have a toxic relationship, one that no matter how many times Louis tries to leave, he finds himself back and falling surrender to Harry. It isn't that he doesn't love the dominance that Harry holds when they are together, its the fact that he only feels like he knows half of his life. Harry, always a complex, dark character, holds so many secrets that he doesn't even know how to explain or understand himself. But what he does know, is that his love for Louis is something he can never lose, he knows that the day Louis decides he doesn't want him anymore, there will be no reasons left to live. Just how far will Harry go to protect his secret life, in order to keep his relationship safe, knowing that every secret is slowly tearing them apart.

Figure it out by itstilliswhatitis

You can do this! You are Louis Fucking Tomlinson for fuck sake. Louis eyes were closed. He was trying to concentrate on the task before him. Task? Sex! Sex with his awsome girlfriend! "Ehm, Louis? So, not Only did "Mr Tomlinson" fail him once again, his girlfriend (well now ex-girlfriend, thank you very much) also accused him for being In love with his badmate and best friend Harry Styles! She was clearly delusional rambling about staring and hugging and what not. Worst of all, she broke up with him, telling him to "figure it out". What the hell? Louis isnt Gay! Or is he? English isnt my first language so I'm sorry if there are any miss-spellings. :) This is pure fiction.

Sensory And Touch Therapy by itstilliswhatitis

I had this prompt suggested to me years ago. Unfortunately, the person who suggested it got lost in my DM's and I'm sorry about that. If you recognize your suggestion, please contact me so I can give you credit. ♥️ I don't remember much from the suggestion. Just that one of them is a solo artist and touch deprived and the other one is a professional cuddler. I might have twisted it around but I focused on that. Harry always wanted to be an artist and when he finally gets signed to a label it has strings attached. He has to hide his omega status. He's willing to make that sacrifice. His manager Jeff made sure that he was only surrounded by betas and that he used a beta masking spray. Harry was so busy touring he didn't have time for any personal relationships. Finally, the consequences of his choices caught up with him. After waking up one night in excruciating pain and being brought to the hospital the doctor told him that he suffered from a condition called Severe Touch deprivation. Every fiber in his body hurts from the lightest touch. The only thing that could help him now was something called Sensory and Touch Therapy. That was how the alpha Louis Tomlinson stepped into his life. He was his new therapist. Warnings: Smut

Shit, maybe I miss you//Larry Stylinson by mmmaarrrii000

Louis loves to tease Harry and make him feel uncomfortable. But what if they somehow develop feelings for each other, but there is a problem - they have to keep their relationship a secret, because... --- "You like playing with me, don't you?" He puts his hands on my knees and gives me a little squeeze. That sends electricity through my whole body and I can't move, can't talk, can't breathe. I am totally under his influence. "But this time, I own the rules," his smirk is even wider and he doesn't wait any second and leans in. He presses his soft pink lips on mine. I am taken away by his action that I don't know what to do, but my lips certainly do. They start moving in sync with Louis'.

Can't You See? (Boyxboy) by Denhammadison

"If you love someone you tell them. Even if your scared that it's not the right thing. Even if your scared that it will cause problems. Even if your scared it will burn your life to the ground. You say it, and you say it loud. And then you go from there." Harry and Louis, best mates. Always have been. The fans called them Larry Stylinson cause they were always so close. They thought they were together but they weren't. What happens when all this goes too far? What happens when feelings arise? Will everything be fine or crash and burn? "Can't you see?" (This is a Larry one shot. I might end up having it spit into two parts but I'm not sure yet. You don't like Larry don't read.) WARNING: self harming is present if this will trigger you please do not read! Also maybe some boyxboy but not sure yet considering I've never wrote stuff like that before only read it. Hope you guys like it :)

I dare you {larry stylinson} by Geaiswriting

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$Autumn Rain {Larry Stylinson Book 2} by LouisSavedMe_x$

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Remind Me To Forget (L.S.) ✔️ by FallingForTheHabit

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The white lie

Harry worked at a subway station, wasting his life, too scared to follow his dreams. Every Thursday a girl with beautiful blue eyes took the 3.18 train. He always looked forward to seeing her. Maybe one that he would have built up the courage to ask her out? One Thursday a gang of teenagers knocked her off the platform and Harry immediately jumped the rail to rescue her. She hit her head and was unconscious. He followed her to the hospital and told them that he was her fiance. A little white lie could hurt, right? He just wanted to make sure she was okay. But then her whole family came and Harry found himself caught up in his lie. Her family was wonderful and he had been without his for so long. He just wanted to be a part of a family again even if it was just for a short while, at least until the girl woke up from her coma. Then her older brother walked in and yeah, now it would get really complicated. Louis was the most beautiful man he had ever laid eyes on. Loosely based on the movie While you were sleeping. Purely fictional.