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  • Parts 50
  • Time 4h 49m
Ongoing, First published Apr 14, 2018
"why are you doing this harry? i'm not worth your time. i'm not who you need me to be." i'm really not. i'm just a burden. 

"baby, you're all i need." his voice is calm, unlike mine which is panicked. 

i feel his warm hands on my wrists as he gently pulls my hands from my face, trying not to hurt the fresh, deep cut.

i instantly lean into him and hide my face in his chest. he begins rubbing my back in an attempt to comfort me. 

"i love you so much bear.. you have got to stop doing this to yourself.." he sighs and kisses the top of my head.

sometimes it might be a good thing that i'm blind. I can't see the pain that i cause him in his eyes. i can't see his hurt emotions. 

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!!TRIGGER WARNING!!

self harm//suicidal thoughts/actions 

homophobic actions/statements 

broken home

smut 

and sexual assault
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