Do you still want to?
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Last published Tue, Sep 1, 2020
Aubrey Kim Atriquez matalino at marunong sa lahat ng bagay, minsan mapapasabi ka na lang na isang malaking "sana all"
pero kahit nasa kanya na ang lahat, may kaisa-isang pangarap siya at yun ang mamatay.
Buong buhay niya panay labas sa bibig niya at laging pumapasok sa isip niya ay kung paano mamatay, masyado siyang tutok sa pangarap niyang iyon na kahit sino raw ang gustong humadlang hindi nila mapipigilan ang kanyang kagustuhan.
Napakalaki na ng naabot niya sa buhay pero hindi 'yon magiging dahilan para mapigilan siya sa gusto niyang makamit.
Kaya ba ng kanyang kuya at mangilan ngilan na kaibigan para mag bago isip niya o mauuwi siya sa pagpapakamatay?
[ RATED R-16]
[warning: this story will contains suicidal thoughts, physical abuse, anxiety & depression, please if you're suffering with a mental illness- do not read! i repeat, do not read and let these trigger you.]
[paalala: ang istoryang ito'y may kasamang mga tungkol sa pag papakamatay, pananakit sa sarili at iba't ibang sakit sa utak. Kung ikaw ay isa sa mga nakakaranas ng gantong sakit, h'wag mo ng ituloy ang pag babasa sapagkat baka maibalik pa lalo ang mga iniisip mo]
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