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Chasing Shooting Star

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Parts 7

Some people stay where they are right now, wishing that they would fall asleep immediately so they can dream. Dream of the things they have always wanted to have, dream of the life they always wanted to succeed. Most of us think that going with the flow of life would bring us to the places we always wanted to go, but it seems like it is very wrong. 

Sometimes I doubt destiny and letting life do all the things, why? Because I do believe that destiny is on our hands. We make things happen. We are the ones dreaming, we are the ones writing our stories, we pursue and chase our dreams not by sleeping, but by standing, running, and catching our dreams. There will always be that moment that we want to stop running for our dreams and just letting it go. Pain, agony, fear and the feeling of giving up. Failure has been teasing us, teasing us to sit down, letting our dreams fly away from us. But have you ever thought that you've been giving up all this time. Aren't you tired of giving up every time you feel weak? 

That's what I feel right now. I'm tired of all these things, but I'm also tired of giving up. 

Painful, but I'll endure the pain. I'll stand,I'll walk, I'll keep moving forward until the time that I can't get up. 

"Hope dangles on a string like a slow spinning redemption." 

I'm still holding on to hope, and I will still be. It is what makes us alive when we think it is the end. It is what makes us strong when we think we can't stand up from a defeat. It is impossible to lose hope. We hope, we strive, we endure the pain, until our last breath, we still hope.All Rights Reserved

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[THEN] Malay Natin: Siguro Ngayon by MgnCara

There are some things that aren't worth keeping. Nastia Kahlila Quijano has been convincing herself that walking away was the right thing she did. Even if it's already been three long years ever since she left. But with every passing second and every in-between of those years, she couldn't seem to getaway with the feelings still lingering in her system. She was haunted by the ideas of him, what might have been, and their memories together. Each day, each night; it was a choice she didn't want to regret. She was determined to move forward. But the biggest relapse struck her unexpectedly. All of her effort and hard work went down the drain. She couldn't seem to pull herself back from the memories reeling her in. From the phantom lurking in the form of her next door neighbor seemingly pulling her back to his arms. Maybe she should run away. Far enough where they wouldn't meet ever again. Far from his reach. Maybe she should treat him indifferently until he finally gives up. But Nika couldn't seem to handle the thought of him walking away and ending up with someone else. She couldn't have that either. Maybe, it was time for her to let things happen like clockwork. Maybe fighting it was futile. Maybe the right thing to do was run back to him. In his arms wide open. A place in the world that's only meant for her. Maybe, this time, they were meant to be. Book cover by: goldenaraw (on twitter)

After I Fell (COMPLETE) by Jaayyyywp

When the only thing you wanted to hear, after all the pain suddenly becomes the reason to make you so damn depressed again making you remember something happened and you just can't let go of the pain all you want is to cry so damn hard and just share your every burden with the person from where it started. But then you stop and walk past him as if its alright because you know he won't understand. And that is the last thing on the earth to cry in front of him and he would never hold you back ,wipe your tears and tell you that its all gonna be alright which would never happen. So i wanna keep quite and go on as i have always done as if nothing happened. Damn! all i want is to get this freaking heart out of me and throw it away its all MY Fault .He do not need to feel guilty for that he do not need to say sorry for that after all I was the one who fall in and it will always be there...no matter how hard i try its just won't listen and it never had.

Marrying My Rapist ( 18 +only ) by CharleeNine

I was a rape victim. A woman who has a dark history. No one knows. No one can ever know that crime apart from my broken self and him. It was an unbearable hurt. And it still is. I choose to forget, not to speak. Thought that it could protect me. However, secrecy and past beggining to haunt the little trust I have in me. Betrayal is only my friend. It always has and shadows over me. Everything regress upon me when I saw a woman wearing her wedding dress, walking nervously down the aisle. She's heading towards the terrifying man standing tall and proud, showing his success to have his price possession. I will never forget his threatening eyes, the evil gleam on his rough face. The sinister that sheltering his large form. His lips moved. "I will always hunt you down. My beloved sin." Those imminent words keeps playing on my mind. It was frightening enough to wake me up, that I'm still inside of this nightmare. The woman walking up to him is none other than me. My insides churning. My sights getting blurry. "No." I whispered. Why? I silently cried to myself. I want to run and escape. Marrying my rapist is the last thing I desire. Author - CharleeNine

YuanFen by hannarie_21

What we have is just now. As long as she loves me. As long as she wants to be with me. As long as there is 'we'. I love her! But the rainbow is not just a blend of vibrant and bright colors. It doesn't even stay for a long period of time-- just enough for us to see and in a fleet of time is gone, leaving us wondering if it's real. A rainbow doesn't have black and white. It wasn't just like that. Same as love. Same as us. There were times that i want to give her up. Not because my love did fade, rather, my love is too much. Too much that letting her go is the only option left for her to choose me without hesitation, without guilt, freed of lies. I want her to grow, to weigh things as it is. I want her to make me feel that being with me is her choice. I want her to realize that i am hers and that she have to surrender herself to me as well. I want her to love me because that is the way she feels and not because it was the safest way. Being with her is paradise. It was a mixture of colored pastel. It was too vibrant to explain. But at a sudden twist of downs and ups, we are shaking. Loving her has become my weakness. The weakening thought of losing her when I fuck up is too much to run me insane. I'm overreacting perhaps. But being with her, means walking in a narrow-road of heaven. There's no security, no assurance. One wrong move, and I'll be slipping away. Just in the never ending pain of darkness, of solitude, of self-struggle. Loving her has become my addiction. I couldn't get enough of it. But so they say, what's too much can cause harm. Maybe I'm loving her too much that she finds it hard to breathe when i'm around. But yes, it is just a wishful thinking; things that I'll surely not going to say to her because i will never ever earn the courage to say so. We are just nothing but a 'fateful coincidence.'

Our Fate [OUR SERIES #2] by SkyyRyu

Hating people and making them hate me is what I do. It doesn't matter if I did it intentionally or not. For years, I have been living my life giving disappointment, hatred, and putting those people's lives in danger. I don't care because that's how they made me feel. But why am I conscious of what you think about me? Why do I feel the need to obey, respect and make you think that I am a good person? What power do you think you hold? And who do you think you are? Eventually, feelings grew, mine became love that I want to keep for eternity. We both tried our best to fight for the love that we think we deserve. We both promised ourselves to conquer the waves and climb mountains to reach the hands of the person that we love. We strive hard to protect the string, and to not let anyone or anything cut them. We were so desperate that we forgot it wasn't just the string that connects us. It was also our love, our souls and our fate. Our love was so deep that if one tries to touch it, they drown. Our souls were so intertwined that we became one till death. And our fate was cursed... that we ended like this... Did fate really play with us? Or it just puts us in a place where no one could drown in our love and to break the curse? Status: Completed. Date Started: July 23, 2022 Date Completed: September 8, 2023 Skyyryu

Mamihlapinatapai by hannarie_21

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She Who Was A He (Hacienda Series #1) by MagnusCactusK

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[THEN] Malay Natin: Siguro Ngayon

There are some things that aren't worth keeping. Nastia Kahlila Quijano has been convincing herself that walking away was the right thing she did. Even if it's already been three long years ever since she left. But with every passing second and every in-between of those years, she couldn't seem to getaway with the feelings still lingering in her system. She was haunted by the ideas of him, what might have been, and their memories together. Each day, each night; it was a choice she didn't want to regret. She was determined to move forward. But the biggest relapse struck her unexpectedly. All of her effort and hard work went down the drain. She couldn't seem to pull herself back from the memories reeling her in. From the phantom lurking in the form of her next door neighbor seemingly pulling her back to his arms. Maybe she should run away. Far enough where they wouldn't meet ever again. Far from his reach. Maybe she should treat him indifferently until he finally gives up. But Nika couldn't seem to handle the thought of him walking away and ending up with someone else. She couldn't have that either. Maybe, it was time for her to let things happen like clockwork. Maybe fighting it was futile. Maybe the right thing to do was run back to him. In his arms wide open. A place in the world that's only meant for her. Maybe, this time, they were meant to be. Book cover by: goldenaraw (on twitter)