fake smiles~ (a lams story)
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John is in his second year of college and he has a dorm with his best friend alexander hamilton! John has had feelings for alexander since they meet in the 6th grade. John knows all abot alexander, his past, sexuality and other stuff. It wasn't untill Alexander started dating Thomass Jeffershit (damn roasted) john fell into a a sad angry jealousy. John looks at Alex with Thomass and thinks 'you could be more happy with me' but John knew he could not ruin his best friends relationship, so he waited. One day he looked at alex and his smile looked so forced. Fake smiles.
(oof side story next to one shots rip)
maybe smut ;3
lots of gay ness
self harm
abuse
maybe rape (idfk)
If any of the things above make you uneasy then dont read or look at warning before the story on the top of the page.
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