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fake smiles~ (a lams story)

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Parts 19
Time 49m

EddieIsFuckingBaby

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alex fanfic hamilton lams love wattpride

John is in his second year of college and he has a dorm with his best friend alexander hamilton! John has had feelings for alexander since they meet in the 6th grade. John knows all abot alexander, his past, sexuality and other stuff. It wasn't untill Alexander started dating Thomass Jeffershit (damn roasted) john fell into a a sad angry jealousy. John looks at Alex with Thomass and thinks 'you could be more happy with me' but John knew he could not ruin his best friends relationship, so he waited. One day he looked at alex and his smile looked so forced. Fake smiles.

(oof side story next to one shots rip)

maybe smut ;3
lots of gay ness
self harm
abuse
maybe rape (idfk)

If any of the things above make you uneasy then dont read or look at warning before the story on the top of the page.All Rights Reserved

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~Lams~ Love At First Glance || College AU *COMPLETED* *DO NOT READ* by tealsmistakes

*THIS WAS MY FIRST BOOK ON WATTPAD AND MY FIRST COMPLETED. PLEASE DON'T READ MY HOGWASH, THIS BOOK IS TERRIFYINGLY BAD* Two males meet in King's College as roommates. They both look into each other's eyes, and John Laurens can already tell it's love at first sight, but he's not sure if Alexander Hamilton feels the same. Read more to find out. John's Backstory: John is a homosexual who came to King's College because of his homophobic and abusive father. The daily abuses lead his eating disorder and him becoming suicidal, but he keeps this hidden from everyone. Alexander's Backstory: Alexander is male who came from the Caribbean, and he doesn't remember the 4 other times he came to the U.S when he was younger, because he found a way to clear his mind of all the memories he had, but the terrifying and scarring ones came back to him during the hurricane. * READ FROM CHAPTER 22 AND ON, THE FIRST ONES ARE CRINGRY AF if I were to say this months ago, READ ONLY THE LAST CHAPTER, THE REST IS TRASH Me: *puts do not read on story title* Story: 7.3k A month later Story:10.8k Me: I SAID DON'T READ THIS SHIT Started: July 9th, 2017 Finished January 6th, 2018 A sequel (sorta) of Camp Revolutionary! (Don't worry, I have permission) First fan-fiction that's not absolute T-R-A-S-H. what the fuck do i mean, it's fucking trash, don't read it besides the last chapter. Thanks for the support, love ya all <3 YOU* i have a girlfriend) LMAO NOT ANYMOREEEEEEEEEE IM SINGLE LADIES No I have a girlfriend again haha Nope I'm single once again It may not make sense in the beginning, but it'll make sense after you read chapter 27.

Roses Of Mist [Lams//Boyxboy] ✔️ by axstheticbean

John Laurens is a shy 15 year old, in the closet. His only wish of this school year, is to be more confident about himself. Make friends. Maybe even get a boyfriend. Alexander Hamilton, an 18 year old senior, popular, and has a girlfriend named Eliza. Little did anyone know, girls aren't his only preference. (I know that Laurens is the one that's 3 years older, but John sounds cute as a shy kid. I also know this is probably crappy, and ive changed some details, such as Lafayette being three years older than Laurens instead of three years younger, and ive made relations between characters that aren't real. But i love Hamilton and i ship Lams). Cover made by me. Art in the cover photo isn't mine. Credit to the artist. This is all pretty badly written so be warned. There's also a part two but it's on hiatus.

wed. by JustAsBrokenAsYou

They made a deal, right? Alexander Hamilton teased, belittled, picked on, and bullied John Laurens in grade school. John doesn't care, though, because he decided that all he wants is for Alex to marry him. And he'll do anything to make that happen. Even if they're not a perfect match. Trigger Warning: John struggles immensely with his mental health because I struggle immensely with my mental health. Viewer discretion is advised.

Thinking About You (Lams modern college AU) by GWashingDad

{COMPLETED} Alex can't believe his luck when John Laurens showed up at his school. He is instantly in love, and John grows to love himself to. But when Alex makes a very bad decision, will John forgive him or will he lose the one he loves? Lams. lams. Lams.

Last Time | lams by HarmoniaGL

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~You'll Blow Us All Away~ LAMS Hamilton by BobDaPingu

Modern college AU. Probably cringey but hopefully not. Includes more ships but mainly focuses on LAMS. ...what else am I supposed to put here..... Ugh I wrote two other books so far.... There is a sequel called story of tonight ~ Lams

Something They Can Never Take Away [Lams One-Shots] by v3hement

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I'm Yours(Lams College AU) by simplyhamilton

John Laurens: A boy who has lived in South Carolina until he was ten. Homeschool until his senior year of high school. He was finally being enrolled at King's College after attending NYU for a year. He was never very social and only had a few friends. Not to mention he was gay. Alexander Hamilton: Orphan and Carribean immigrant. His father left at 10, his mom died at 12, and his cousin committed suicide at 17. He was on his own. Never went to school until he started his Sophomore year at King's College. For these two boys. Everything will change once they discover that they are roommates. How will this effect them? Story contains Lams, Mullette, a little Jeffmads, Thomgelica, Meggy, and other ships. All characters belong to Lin Manuel Miranda. I do not own Hamilton nor it's characters Started: July 10, 2017 Completed: January 7, 2018

"Benefits" [Under Editing] by Purple_Ghost_1782

John Laurens was known in college for one thing and one thing only: He was the biggest fuck boy ever. Which was perhaps a hyperbole, but the title still stood. What most people didn't know is that behind the charming smiles and weekly hookups, John Laurens was just a desperate gay guy in search for a cute that didn't sleep. He convinced himself that if he slept with enough girls, he would start liking them eventually, but it doesn't work that way. Everything just gets even more complicated when he gets a cute roommate by the name of Alexander Hamilton, roommate who he can't resist from the second he lays eyes on him. <<COMPLETE/UNDER EDITING>>

The Story of Tonight (A Lams Fic) by HamilGorl

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