Honestly? (Slow Updates)
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- Parts 9
"The truth is," I say, "I'm not supposed to discuss it. And you're not supposed to ask."
I never open up to people because half of them think I an overreacting and the other half don't care. I've created this mental barrier that stops me even if I want to. Social and Public things suck the life out of me. The only things I like is drawing, photography and my cat (Bandit).
I'm Lexi Parkers. How do you do.
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