Beautiful Trauma - lumpia - Wattpad

Beautiful Trauma

Reads 345,988
Votes 15,150
Parts 36
Time 4h 23m

Reads 345,988
Votes 15,150
Parts 36
Time 4h 23m

sacrifice selflove selfworth trauma

"You're mine Chaeyoung - your body, your heart, your everything. They are all mine. So don't even think about doing anything with it without my permission," he stated and I wanted to hit him square in the face. 

"You can't fuck me, if that's what you were thinking," I retorted and for once, I wanted to wipe the proud smirk written on his face. 

And then he started moving closer, his hand reaching for my right cheek and my breath hitch at his touch, my skin burning at the sudden contact. 

"I can fuck you right here, right now if I want to. And I'm sure by the time you say No, you meant "No, don't stop," he whispered close to my ear and goddamn it, his mere voice is weakening my resolve. And it's making me surrender.

This man, he's my fucking beautiful trauma.

Cover made by @DEARJUNGSAll Rights Reserved

sacrifice selflove selfworth trauma

36 parts

Sign up to add Beautiful Trauma to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

BiLliOnAire'S GiRl✔️3rd Book of the Hensmiths) by Eerciblaze

"Your not my boss...cause I've not agreed to work for you ...I don't want to anymore so you can keep your offer" I shouted. He smirked. "Who says i'm offering you the job....i'm commanding you to work for me....and don't bother saying no...cause it's useless...try me and see how miserable i will make you Become"he threatens in a stern tone. Gosh I feel like slapping him so hard on the face, but how can he be so handsome and sexy like a Greek god and at the same time..wicked and a devil in human clothing?.that's a wrong combination right ..?I thought too. "I don't want to" I said calmly moving back "Okay there's another condition" he says his eyes suddenly turned dark as he use his eyes to roam my body , I gulp nervously. "W-what?" I slutter "Have one night with me and I'd let you go" he says and my eyes widen as shock filled my system, I moved back out of fear .

Samuel's Wife! by k_mogale22

"Excuse me, I need to use the bathroom." I stood up and with that I went. "What the hell is Sam doing here?" I asked myself. I got to the bathroom and put on my lipstick and fixed my hair then a drunk man entered the bathroom while smoking. I got chills as he gave me the discomforting look of lust. "Am I in a gender neutral bathroom?", I asked myself. I continued browsing myself in the mirror and tried not to give him much of attention. Next thing, I felt him grab my behind roughly and I quickly turned and got his hand off me. "Oh feisty!" he licked his lips and spanked me. "Get your dirty hands off of me, you street rat!" He slapped me then held my waist violently and aggressively so I could not get out of the hold. He pinned me against the wall and rubbed my inner thighs while I tried to break free but he then pushed me harder onto the wall. "You like it rough, don't you, Beauty?" he asked as he licked my neck to my ear. I could smell him and it was awful. He was under the influence but stronger than I thought. He slipped his fingers under me roughly and I cried and yelled for help but he strangled me and my voice was not audible, it was throbbing and hurting in every manner. I tried to push him off me but that was the more I got bruised, he then burnt me with his cigarette on my neck. He was overpowering me and all I could do was cry. "Get off me, I don't want this. Please!" I cried out but he kept laughing and licking my neck while his fingers penetrated me into tears. ***Continually Edited***

Unlikely by art_lovin_ary

I got more and more annoyed as he drove up, parked and unmounted his bike. He pulled off his helmet and shook his head, noticing me there staring at him. We just stared at each other, neither moving, neither speaking. He started to make his way up his driveway, not even bothering with a greeting, so I called out to him. "Hey! Where've you been?" I tried not to sound accusatory or angry, and I succeeded. Though I sounded more hurt than anticipated. He stopped and walked towards me. He walked kind of slowly, like he was trying to avoid me. I stood on the steps, fighting the urge to walk towards him so we could talk. Never ever did I think I'd want to talk to him, yet here I was. Once in front of me he stayed at the bottom step, not climbing up further. He said nothing and I repeated my question once again, "Where have you been?" He shifted then just replied with "Out." "Out?" I repeated, getting refueled with annoyance. "That's it? You've been missing all day and all you have to say is you were out?" "Fuck, dude, what are you, my mom? I was out! Are you trying to keep tabs on me or something?" I was angry at him, and started to feel feelings towards him that I haven't felt in months. I stepped down two steps to look at him eye level, ready to argue with him. But, rather than open my mouth to fight, I found myself staring at his tired gaze and freezing for a moment. I didn't want to fight with him, and I saw he didn't want to fight with me-at least, that was my hope. I let my glare fall and closed the distance between us, wrapping my arms around him in the tightest hug I could muster. He seemed shocked, remaining rigid in my arms until I quietly muttered, "I was worried about you, jackass," into his neck. He just sighed before relaxing and hugging me back.

The Dark Rose 🌹 {18+} by chelseaxxm123

[COMPLETED] ೋღ🌹ღೋ He stands roughly a few feet away from me, his body towering over my crouched one. I bring my legs up to my chest, pushing myself further into the wall as he kneels down towards me. He brings his nose to the crook of my neck, my face grimacing as I await for the pain. He breathes in, "hmmm, you smell so delicious." He coos, his breath fanning my neck, causing me to shiver In disgust. If only my brothers were here... "Wheres a delicacy like you been hiding this whole time?" His use of words has me on edge. His implementations imply that he's some sort of cannibal and judging from what he did to that other man I fear I may be right. I refuse to answer him, spitting in his face. My face bounces of the wall, the sting of his slap left behind on my cheek. I shake the pain away, placing a facade up to hide the fear within. You fucking bastard! I narrow my eyes at him, taking note of his features in case I miraculously survive this encounter. His hair is a dark auburn and his eyes that watch me with amusement are a dark blue. His attire was a black suit which seemed out of place considering he was standing in an alleyway. If I manage to escape I want to be confident that'd I'd be able to have this bastard put behind bars. Again if... His eyes shift, my eyes widening as his eyes turn from a dark blue to a pool of black, red veins trailing along from his pupil to the edge of his eyes. His voice is dark as he commands, "Show me that pretty little neck of yours." ೋღ🌹ღೋ ⚠️ Warning!!! This book is extremely dark and has depictions of Mature language, violence, sexual activity, sexual and physical abuse, including rape. Rape is a serious crime often overlooked where the victim is made to believe it is their fault. I do not condone rape however, it's a reality. Please only read if your 18+ and with caution. This book will be updated weekly. Possibly sometime more or less depending on how busy I am.

Pushed & Pulled by LLilBlackDress

**** WARNING*** this book contains graphic details of sexual content and assault and is not appropriate for viewer's under the age of 18. Reader discretion is advised! **You have been warned!** He's my obsession now, a drug I crave, and I his. I freely give into the madness, the place he takes me, and I willingly go to forget, forget about how crazy my life is right now, a place where sadness and fear do not exist. The high, unlike anything I've ever felt. Our tongues dancing passionately in rhythm with each other. His finger twisting in my hair pulling, teasing me, the prickling pain part of the high. Our bodies pushing and pulling together like magnets. I rake my finger nails up his back, an animal like sound rough and primal slips from his mouth. I'm naked, sprawled across his bed. Already two orgasms in. He tells me he likes the way my body trembles beneath him. "I'm going to wreck you now Ambrosia." His voice is rough. My inner muscles clench painfully at his words. He spreads me open and slams into me. I moan into the mattress my hands stretched above me; he holds them together as he makes good on his promise. His movements slowly becoming harder, faster, he bites down on my shoulder, the pain quickly forgotten as his lips kiss a trail to my neck, he reaches under me and pinches my swollen clit. His hand fists my hair forcing my head up. "Follow me." His voice is like honey. My body obeys clenching his shaft tight. "That's it." He whispers My body starts to spasm, an orgasm coming up fast until I can no longer hold onto reality, I eagerly let it slip from my fingers until I'm floating. This is what I crave, he is my drug.

Hate War by Bluedragon95

His cold eyes moved from my face to all over my white lace dress with a clenched jaw. I felt weak in my knees but I was successful in keeping my brave face. "Nina is that you? You are looking so beautiful" he said while looking at me. I blushed I was still feeling burning holes in my back I gulp down nervously. "Have some drink?" he said while taking a glass from the waiter. "No she is leaving," said the harsh voice next thing I know champagne was all over my dress staining it and making me gasp. Before I could react he gripped my hand & dragged me near the pool area where no one could see us. I snatched my hand away from his tight grip "Why the hell you ruined my dress" I half yelled. "What the fuck you are doing at my party looking like a slut" he yelled angrily while pinning me to the wall. Listening to his words my blood boiled. "Let me guess you came here to ruin my mood by showing your ugly face," he said with an angry smirk letting me know his hate. "Stop giving yourself so much importance. I'm here for your mom. My face may be ugly but ugly souls like you are not even worthy of my life's single second" I said angrily and pushed him away from me but he didn't let me go away. "I can hide my ugly soul beside this face but ugly ducklings like you carry their ugliness which can't even be hidden by beautiful dresses because they stain everything around them with their ugliness" his words were hurting my soul. I won't give him the privilege to see my tears. With all my power I pushed him making him stumble and fall into the pool. "Happy birthday," saying that I tried to walk away with a victory smirk but he didn't let me go. Things he did to me after that still send a shiver down my spine. One thing was clear that day I would never want to see his face again in this life. But I don't know why the hell I am standing in front of him in church wearing a wedding gown. Looking at his victory angry smirk plastered to his face with my glassy eyes.

My Big Fat Demons [Revised] by SyreLexius

"I'm inexperienced but yes I am a submissive," I replied. "Why?" I followed up suspiciously. "I have something to ask you." He started as he slid his phone back into his pocket. "What?" I squinted my eyes, skeptical of his next question. Did he want to publish my work? If so the answer is a definite no. While I enjoy writing, I really don't think I'm that good at it. Definitely not good enough to get published. He took a step closer, causing my heart to start racing. My first instinct was to flee to the room I'm staying in. With the proximity, I had a feeling he's not going to ask me to publish the book. The way his eyes burned into my soul I felt like he wanted something more. Which is crazy because just 3 weeks ago he told me I disgusted him. That I ruined his appetite just by being near him. Now he's looking at me as if he wants to kiss me. Considering what he said last night, I wouldn't be surprised if he did. The fucked up thing is, I kind of want him to. "Will you be my submissive?" He asked. ~ *Full synopsis in the Introductory Chapter*

Ever After (Book 2). by taishum_alvi

MATURE CONTENT 18+ Rated R You shouldn't have said that." He said in anger. He threw me on bed and hovered over me. Hatred and lust was visible in his blue orbs. I gulped in fear when I saw him looking at me lustfully. His eyes were roaming all over my body.He stopped gawking at my lips and bited his lips. I wanted to stop him when he attacked my lips. He was constantly kissing me in dominance. I was struggling so much in his arms still he was not ready to cease his torture on my lips. His one hand was holding my waist and other my neck. Last time his kisses showed love and possessiveness but now it felt only lust. I was feeling disgusting by his kisses. I was trying my best to push him but he gave a damn about it. I hit his chest but he didn't budge from his place. His mascular body was pressed against mine. His toned hard chest was pressing my bossom. He was chewing by lips very brutally. I was crying very badly. He started kissing my neck. For better access he tore my sleeves and continue to kiss. I was more scared now. He bitted me where he had bitten earlier. I hissed in pain. I was crying my heart out. He gave wet kisses all over my neck. I was struggling in his arms like a fish without water. He doesn't ceased his tortures. I can feel his kisses were marked around my neck. I tried my best then gave up. I don't have any energy left. It's like he sucked it all from my body. "Now I marked you as mine." He said touching my lips and neck. "Jennifer... Look I have no control over my anger." Bloody fucktard... "You are only mine. So I have to mark my territory so that fuckers like Travis didn't get any wrong idea about you." I saw myself. I was looking like a mess. My hair, my lips it was having blood. My lips turned red. My neck has many bruises I hissed when I touched it. "Don't." He said in consent. I saw my dress it was torn. My cleavage area was in display. I tried to cover my self but then he started removing his shirt. Not again.

His Unrequited Lover by The_Gemini_Princess

"I don't fucking care about what they said. Do you understand me? You were mine before and you're mine now, Angel," His thrusts became brutal as I struggled to keep myself balanced on the bed beneath us. My moans slipped into the pillow that was holding me in place to muffle my screams. He laughed, knowing that I was close to breaking from pleasure. His pleasure. "Fuck you, after what you did, I will never be yours again," I promised, turning to face him with heavy eyelids His grip was so tight on my waist that I was sure I'd have purple bruises by morning. He flipped me over and before I could catch my breath he wrapped his hand around my throat tightly. The look in his eyes was dark and sinister as his other hand lifted my legs over his shoulders making my eyes widen. He snapped his hips forward slamming into me without a warning. A scream tore through me as my eyes lulled to the back of my head. Chuckling, his lips connected to my ear and sucked on it softly earning another groan from me. "Careful with your words Angel, I'm not the same soft guy like I was back then," ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After six years of no communication between Angela and Carter, the two finally meet again at Angela's parents' annual gala in New Jersey. Expect this time, they are announced to marry each other on the behalf of Angela's parents. The marriage was supposed to spark a newfound love between the couple but it only sparked an undeniable tension and unrecognizable flame as they realized that their pasts held more secrets and pain than they imagined. Granted the wish he asked for, Carter makes it his mission to do whatever it takes to win his Angel back. Given the opportunity she never wanted, Angela makes it her mission to ruin Carter's life like he ruined hers. After all, for the last six years she believed that she would always be his unrequited lover.

Storm, Meet Raine by Oneinamillie

"We share a fucking bed!" He follows me out of the bathroom, grabbing my wrist when I had turned my back to him. "What's fucking wrong with you now? You threw a bitch fit when you were at the hospital, and now when I compliment you, you're mad at me." "Maybe you shouldn't give compliments with the hope of getting me on your dick!" I snatch my wrist back, turning around to face him, but I smacked into his chest. He took that as an opportunity to grab both of my arms and hold them together behind me. "If I wasn't raised better, I'd spit on you." "And if I wasn't raised better, I'd kick your motherfucking teeth out," he gritted, shaking me when I struggled in his hold. "Would you stop!" He raised his voice, causing my insides to quiver, and my limbs stopped moving. "What is your problem?" "I'm not one of them," I spit angrily, "You can't make me look stupid before charming me. If you think you have to force yourself to compliment me in order for me to spread my legs, then you don't know me," I breathed harshly, my chest brushing against his body, and momentarily, his eyes flickered downward. "I'm offended. You think I'm trying to 'charm' you," he uses air quotations before slamming me against the wall right next to the bed, "When all I have to do is wink to get you to flood your underwear." "I'd like to see you try." I grind out, causing him to smirk at me. A different one this time. One that unsettled me. His lips curved up nicely, yes, but his eyes weren't sparkling with mischief. He didn't seem too happy with me calling him out the way I did. "Bet," he inhaled sharply before backing away from me, his smirk lifting higher, and it morphed into a beautiful smile. "See you at practice, bitch." Carson 'Storm' Speros and Raine Carter have a long way to go, battling through the abnormalities of their unique college and the tough time sharing a baseball team. Will Raine start to see the light in Carson and accept him? We'll see.

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

BiLliOnAire'S GiRl✔️3rd Book of the Hensmiths) cover

Samuel's Wife! cover

The Dark Rose 🌹 {18+} cover

Pushed & Pulled cover

My Big Fat Demons [Revised] cover

Ever After (Book 2). cover

His Unrequited Lover cover

Storm, Meet Raine cover

BiLliOnAire'S GiRl✔️3rd Book of the Hensmiths)

"Your not my boss...cause I've not agreed to work for you ...I don't want to anymore so you can keep your offer" I shouted. He smirked. "Who says i'm offering you the job....i'm commanding you to work for me....and don't bother saying no...cause it's useless...try me and see how miserable i will make you Become"he threatens in a stern tone. Gosh I feel like slapping him so hard on the face, but how can he be so handsome and sexy like a Greek god and at the same time..wicked and a devil in human clothing?.that's a wrong combination right ..?I thought too. "I don't want to" I said calmly moving back "Okay there's another condition" he says his eyes suddenly turned dark as he use his eyes to roam my body , I gulp nervously. "W-what?" I slutter "Have one night with me and I'd let you go" he says and my eyes widen as shock filled my system, I moved back out of fear .