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My Clarity

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MixzBibliophile

abused broken charade fake happy

Hi I'm Emilynne Marie Rivera... Everybody says na ang swerte swerte ko.. Because I'm from a rich family... I'm Beautiful and Smart... That i have a perfect brother and ever supporting family...

lie.. LIE... L.I.E...!!!!

hahaha kung alam lang lang nila kung gaano ka dysfunctional ang pamilya ko...

im abused yes! you heard it right... im abused and broken...

behind this jolly smiling girl is a broken girl and I Dont think i can be fixed...

Behind this happy family charade... my family...my own family abused me and broke me everyday...My father use me as his own personal punching bag every night.... my mother and brother... hahaha di sila nagkulang sa pagpapaalalang napakawalang kwenta kong tao at walang halaga sa kanila... gabi gabi...pero pagdating ng umaga... we're back to being "the perfect family" and i'm back to being the luckiest girl...again

Takot ako... takot akong mgtiwala... takot akong masaktan... Ayokong magmahal kasi lahat na lang ng taong mahal ko sinasaktan ako... and i swear di ako magmamahal ng kahit sinong lalaki para lang in the end saktan lang ako... 

Pero lahat ng ito nagbago... ng makilala ko siya... si Dane Anthony Aguilar... he makes me happy...he makes me feel alive... he makes me feel... LOVE....

But what if..  he end up hating me too... he end hurting me too...? that's why i pushed him away again and again... 

What should i do??

This is my story... Samahan nyo ako hanggang sa mahanap ko ang aking CLARITY...All Rights Reserved

abused broken charade fake happy

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