Always
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Last published Mon, Apr 16, 2018
"...So thank you. For all the things you've taught me. For being my mentor in so many things in life. For all the shared memories we had. For all the good times, as well as the bad. Thank you for coming into my life and being an extrememly huge part of it. Although I hope this isn't goobye but 'see you again', and I hope we still find our way back to each other's arms. But I guess that's upon the universe to decide. I just want you to be happy. Even if that happiness doesn't anymore include me.
Just don't forget that when you look back, there was someone who loved you so damn much.. for her to give up her happiness in search for yours."
- A.
And as he finished reading the letter, tears automatically run down his face. Shaking, he can't seem to let go of the 3-page decision they both came down with. Memories of them started flashing back like waves of the Pacific - strong and unending.
6 years, he thought. 6 fucking years of love and life all lost with just one stupid decision he made.
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