I am barely surviving yet he came. He was the man that made me feel alive. He was my beautiful escape to my toxic reality. We were destined, a match made in heaven. I was all about him. But suddenly, he left. Without a word, without a trace. Was I too clingy? Was I too demanding? Was I too much to handle? I fell too deep in this imaginary love. I was drowning in a shallow water yet I don't want to be saved if it is not you.