【Ikemen sengoku fanfiction】一《forget》

this is a fanfiction of ikemen sengoku,English is not my mother language,I have bad grammar,poor vocabularyXD since I have written many Chinese novels and fictions,I wanna try some thing new-writing in English.It's really such a challenge for me,so I will try my bestXD.Also,let me know whether you want a happy end or a bad end(personally,I like bad ends XD)
p.s.I'm from Hong Kong,where are you from?I would like to know all of youXD,you know,it's amazing when we live in such distance but still can communicate with each other, 'woah!technology'XD
_______________*I am a line*_____________ give up,relax forgive,forget.
every time I force myself to loose my mind,to hate you,to destroy you,to hurt you,no matter how hard I tried,I still can't do it.
why?
every time I see you with a "smiley mask"on your face,every moment I was crying,deep in my heart.I tried to help you,to save you,tou love you,no matter how hard I tried,I still failed.
why?
-why I can't protect you,don't get close to me,I will harm you.
-why I don't have courage to spread my love for you,please listen to me,I will give you my love.
-forget the past,brings in future.