"Eternity wouldn't be so bad, as long as I got to spend it with you..." Being dead was extremely lonely, there's nobody to hang out with or talk to. All you really can do is follow around your friends and family and help them try and move on with their lives. You were convinced you'd spend the rest of your days wallowing in depression and self pity, until one day you met Jimin. It's odd really, you've never heard of someone only being able to talk to ghosts when they're high.
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