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You shouldn't have gone

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Just some stuff that has happened in my life and I decided to express it all in a story. Think of them as one shots of a person's life, almost like a diary.

The whole story starts with the aftermath of me making a very stupid mistake after I heard something at party.(I don't know if I'm strong enough to reveal what did happen just yet as the feeling as still pretty raw). I'm just learning to cope with everything that's just happened and trying to vent it out here(in a story) rather than doing something I know I will regret. 


Sorry if it's badly written, just know that I'm still working on it✨All Rights Reserved

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