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She Should Feel

Katelyn_bookfreak

Reads 180
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Parts 38
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Reads 180
Votes 66
Parts 38
Time 55m

Katelyn_bookfreak

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* Book two of "I should feel like:" please read the first one before this. 



This book focuses on the aftermath of the book being release into the public eye. 


More importantly, El's mental health. 


Josh trying to save her by the only thing he knows how to do; love. 


And if El decides to stay here, with Josh, or go.




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A Little Bit Of Joy | ✔ by wigglysubu

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Telepathy (Joshler) by Mcrmy_Isnt_Okay

BOOK 2 OF THE MIND GAMES TRILOGY! Being in a mental hospital is hard enough for Tyler, let alone being the most dangerous person alive. He tries to survive. Being without your boyfriend is hard enough for Josh, let alone being stuck underwater while watching everyone else breathe. He gives up on surviving. That is, until something unexpected happens that causes them to meet. Will they be together forever? (Okay so this is like i said, book 2 and I highly recommend reading book 1 Telekinesis first) *Trigger Warning* -COMPLETE- 1k 3/1/19 2k 10/03/22 HIGHEST RANKINGS: #22 melaniemartinez #965 frerard #622 ryden #181 alexgaskarth #443 peterick #75 telepathy #702 ryanross #173 jackbarakat #113 telekinesis #693 mikeyway #727 patrickstump #518 raytoro #596 andybiersack #96 dallon #805 petewentz #13 blurry #549 dallonweekes

The Burning Fire Of Love, And That Of Death by crazydaisy_fangirl19

Ryan has been struggling with her mental health for years now. But how could she tell anyone? Sometimes she just wants to die. But she knows it will hurt her brother too much. But she'dsstruggling more and more by the day. Will she make it? Elliana and Jason have broken up after months of bliss, and neither can find it in themselves to recover. But Jason will have to conquer a part of his past if he wants to be happy with Elliana. TW: Lots of talk about suicide, anxiety, and depression. Please do not read if these topics cause you any discomfort. I just wanted to spread more light on these topics.

Discoveries by BDKursk

[warning: the following may be triggering to some people. Proceed with caution] --------- Book 1 in the Redemption series ----------- This book series was written by someone who was struggling mentally in high school. Things will be cringey and may not make sense. Harsh topics will be brought up. My only hope is that you have fun if you choose to read. Thank you. ---- This book is dedicated to my best friends for attempting to help me to become an overall better person.

Letters To Nobody || Alicia's Story. by aetherjinx

*best to be read on black screen setting* Exactly what the title says but there are also some parts which aren't letters so that you get a clear idea of what happening in Alicia's life. These are a series of letters that a young teen sends to no one in particular. She's a target of depression and in this story we'll watch as to how she tackles it. Do you think she'll win? Or will she lose this cruel game called life? ?WARNING: TRIGGERING. CONTAINS SELF-HARM AND SUICIDE.?

Nyctophilia by raphaelle_lrx

Nyctophilia (n.) -love of darkness or night. finding relaxation or comfort in the darkness --- Life isn't always easy. Sure there's some ups, but there's also downs. My life went downhill real fast the day I lost my voice. The day I stopped talking to any human being. The day that all of it changed the entire way around. I honestly thought I'd stay that way forever... you know, quiet, introverted, sad, but mostly scared. Until I met him. Until he came and changed everything for the best without even knowing it. --- Nyctophilia Heather Walker used to be a ray of sunshine. The kind of person who put a smile on your face with one single glance. Surely, her life was too perfect to be real. Everything got ruined that one night. Since, she hasn't pronounce a word or even communicated with someone who isn't family or best friend. Since... she hates the world. She despises it. Until he comes along. Until he opens a door for Nyctophilia. A door that leads to something she hadn't believed in for years. A door towards hope. Aaron Christopher Black aka your typical underground fighter. Tall, muscular, extremely handsome, but mostly scary. His glare could kill someone easily. He could snap your bone in two without even trying. He is the guy your parents warned you about. Nonetheless, everyone has a reason to their actions, right? No one really knows why he's so cold and mysterious... until she comes in the decor. Ah, will the big bad guy be able to resist to sweet Nyctophilia or will he be whipped so easily no one would believe he really is terrifying? --- ⚠️TW⚠️ This book can contain really sensitive subjects such as self-harm, rape, self-sabotage, eating disorder, depressed thoughts, strong languages and such. I will not put a trigger warning at each chapter, so read at your own risk. I warned you, if you're still reading and it triggered you, it is not on my part anymore.

Logan by braindeadwriter06

*TW* Contains topics and scenes of sexual assault, self-harm, abuse.* "You know you loved every second of it," I can feel the tears welling up as well as the anger building up within me. I stare at him for a while before I have to turn away from his hungry gaze. "Look I just came here to tell you that I forgive you for what you did back in Cali and I'll take you back," "You forgive me?" I yell. "I did nothing to you. You raped me! You fucking raped me! You have no right to come here and tell me that. You. Forgive. Me. You traumatized me. What you did to me tore me up inside and was eating away at me until I tried to kill myself. And when I told people they didn't believe me. I had to listen to so many people talk about how great a guy you were and how I clearly just regretted sleeping with you. You are a monster. You made me hate myself for something that was never my fault. You have caused me so much pain and suffering," I pause to take a deep breath. "So you don't get to come here to my school and tell me you forgive me. You don't get to make me feel bad about coming forward. The only thing I regret is ever thinking you were a good person." _____________________________________________ Logan Young is a 16-year-old girl about to start her senior year in a brand new town. The past year has been tough and her family moved to give her a fresh start. Her life before the move had been hard and she had been spiraling. She quickly makes new friends and even enemies. She builds up walls to protect herself. But what happens when an unlikely person helps her to tear down her walls and heal. Will she be able to survive in this new place and keep her secrets intact?

Shattered Illusions by awanderingghostt

A young woman who was suicidal since a long time finally once attempted it but saved by the CEO of Chase Industries ltd. Though little did he know, he was walking into the unchartered territory of hallucinations and other past traumas. Would their love be her reincarnation or his own destruction? Or will he finally make his peace with his own traumas? Follow the heart touching story of the two lovers battling mental health issues as they seek companionship in each other. ______________________________________________________ "Don't worry princess... You're not alone. No matter how many ghosts may come and haunt you; I'll still fight them all to come hold you even in the afterlife. You're my everything - the beginning, the end and the in-between!" ________________________________________________________ Depression, mention of suicide and mental trauma is basically the foundation of this book. Please be careful of the trigger warnings. Wish you the best though! :) This story contains: Sexual content Violence Rape and abuse Depression Suicidal attempts But more importantly, lots of love! * Awareness for mental health issues is must. * "There is hope, even if your brain tells you there isn't." ~John Green

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A Little Bit Of Joy | ✔ cover

Telepathy (Joshler) cover

The Burning Fire Of Love, And That Of Death cover

Discoveries cover

Letters To Nobody || Alicia's Story. cover

Nyctophilia cover

Shattered Illusions cover

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A Little Bit Of Joy | ✔

[Featured by wattpad romance, teen fiction, young adult and psychologicalnovel] Joy Jones was a seventeen-year-old kind and optimistic girl working in her grandpa's flower shop, but she had a secret. She was suffering from acute lymphoblastic leukaemia and wanted nothing, but to die peacefully. That was until Logan Kellerman, a young man with suicidal tendencies came storming into her life and stole roses from her grandpa's flower shop. Instead of running away with what he came for, he found himself falling deeper and deeper into her as she made his heart skip in delight, for she was, in her own words, a little bit of Joy. * * * from some of my readers of this book, thanks❤- ❝I LOVE YOUR STORY OKAY. THIS STORY AND YOUR WRITING- IT GIVES ME HOPE YOU KNOW.❞ - aimawrites ❝This is so different than so many stereotypical stories on here and i'm so glad i read it.❞ -lepus_leporis ❝They're both so poetic and beautiful and perfect for each other. GAHHhh I love them.❞ - alycecaswell ❝The way she vividly describes the world makes me so happy. Heat keeps rushing to my cheeks in pure euphoric joy. This book is making me so grateful for everything around me and I never want it to end.❞ - nylammeeyn [highest rank: 7 in sad] [cover by soulanatomy]