Decisions, Decisions: Suicide Prevention from the Inside Out
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Ongoing7m
Last published Mon, Apr 23, 2018
I wrote this book 3 years ago after being sent to an oppressive and stressful school and repeatedly trying to kill myself. These are some of the lessons I learned from the pain.
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