Life in my Mind

Hey guys so everything that I've written before is part of my naive middle school self who didn't know the meaning of writing. When I got into high school there was I a girl I wrote stuff back in middle school with and her writing was and still is better than mine, but if I hadn't met her I wouldn't be the guy I am today. She is the one reason in my life I do anything. Even with the way the things are between us these days I would gladly put my life on the line to protect her from any type of danger. We've both grown pretty distant lately, she never leaves my mind and I was asked one time by one of you guys if I ever thought about how I would want to die. Well back than I couldn't answer that question, but now I think I can. I want to die knowing that I spent my time making the most beautiful woman I've ever met the happiest . I want to spend the rest of my life making her feel safe and doing everything for her. I want to die thinking of her. I love her personality, her smile, and the the flare in her eyes. If I could spend the last moments of my life just looking into her eyes than I would know that everything I have done and would do would be worth it. This story is about my feelings for her and even though she may never read it, I will always love her.