Holding On To You
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Last published Sun, May 27, 2018
Jamie Austen is no ordinary boy, and this becomes all too clear when he faces the struggles which come hand in hand with life, love and loss. Join him on his journey to conquer these struggles in which we can all relate. WARNING This story contains mature themes including abuse, homophobia, sexual harassment, rape, depression and suicide. If this disturbs you please don't read, otherwise enjoy...
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