X•Letter•X {suicidal deku au}

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Bakugou picked up a letter- almost exploding the crumpled up paper when he spotted the four letters 'deku'.

But then he read it-...

"....d-dEKU!!"

...

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Izuku midoriya, a boy who is now 15 years old. He used to have it all when he was younger. A happy family, friends, and an overall amazing life. But sadly, all good things come to an end. At the age of 6 his father found a new woman to love and abandoned his family. This caused Izuku's mother, Inko Midoriya, to run away with her son. She ends up abandoning Izuku in an orphanage to get rid of and extra mouth to feed, hoping he'd be safer there, but things never seem to work out for him, do they? He fell into a dark pit of depression and suicidal thoughts. Which led to harsh teasing and bullying from the other children at the orphanage. Of course the workers there never cared, why should they? To them he was just a burden, a waste. He couldn't take it anymore. The neglect, abuse and bullying got to him and he ended up running away to god knows where, hoping to find a home, somewhere to feel safe. But ended up homeless once again. He thought nothing would get better he decided he would give up trying to continue his miserable life, but a ray of sunshine, a ray of hope, stopped him and took him in. Someone who cared for him. His name was Katsuki Bakugo. This is the story of how Izuku fell in love with this boy, and found true bliss and joy. Homeless au/no quirks Bakudeku Izuku and Katsuki don't know each other until later in the story #19 in bakugoxmidoriya out of 139. 6/2/21 #66 in homeless out of 1.52k. 6/2/21 #34 in bkdk out of 1.2k. 6/27/21 #1 in katsukixizuku out of 310. 8/4/21 #61 in Bakudeku out of 1.53k. 6/21/21 #3 in katsudeku out of 1.62k. 6/22/21 #169 (😈) in depression out of 1.68k. 8/4/21

"deku, you okay?" Not a question he often got but it was one that made his head swirl and his stomach turn was he okay or was he falling deep? Will anyone save him or was he truly lost. This book contains the following Swearing Abuse Depression Suicide Panic attacks Sexual themes (no sex tho ew) Enjoy ⚠️IN EDITING ⚠️

After 5 months of being in an relationship, Deku decided to call it quits. Grabbing his sentimental items and sulking in his own sadness all day was the best he could do to disappear from everyone. His best friend Kirishima has finally had enough with Deku's self-pity, and visited to help shape him up, he proposed a fun night by suggesting a fun nightclub. Deku in denial at first rejected the idea finding it to be "too much work.", but finally gave in as Kirishima constantly bugged him to go. Little did Deku know that, that night would soon lead him into a disastrous love triangle between him, his ex lover and, the hot stranger from the bar. TODODEKU - ART COVER: CCARIE

Pushed to the edge of his mind, there was nothing left for him. Izuku lost all joy in life, but he still wanted to live. He wanted it as much as he wanted to die. This was why he sent a message to his best friend asking for help in the middle of taking this very own friend's advice. Will Katsuki react or will he ignore Izuku as he normally does? Will he finally man up and talk to him and be honest with his own feelings and regrets? Well find it out yourself! A/N: This is a collaboration work with @Official-MFING-FBI. This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner

Swan dive // Izuku fan fiction by jack_they

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ -suicide -drug + alcohol abuse -depression -sexual content Disclaimer: I do not own any of the my hero academia characters! Just fan fiction Izuku attempts suicide and succeeds. He goes through a wonder of what death really is. Along the way he meets someone who changes his life. Does Katsuki ever forgives himself for being Izuku's death? Probably hella misspelling mistakes I'm so so sorry - #1 fanfictionmha (as of 1/17/21) thank you so much for reading! Date published July 9 2020

My Heart Is Like Shattered Glass by inactive_okbye

Izuku has severe depression. With Bakugou beating on him daily, it only worsens. The voices in his head get louder with each passing day. He's had a crush on Shoto Todoroki since the sports festival, but he knows no one likes a gay. He also knew that Todoroki loved Yaoyorozu. He was always bullied as a child, and his father abandoned his mother and him. He can't take it anymore. Could someone save him? Or will he be shrouded in darkness forever? TW: Self harm, suicidal thoughts, heartbreak, and other depressing shit Tododeku edit: lord i wrote this when i was 11 good fucking god i wasn't expecting people to actually read it LORDDDD it's so cringe

Midoriya Izuku never said a thing about Bakugo Katsuki's bullying. It was growing inside him, and eventually, it exploded. Bakugo's attitude towards Midoriya changed, for the worst and maybe for the best. "I wanted to know and I wanted to feel, but that was not my decision to make. I would wait patiently for him, even if he'd take eternity." "My heart melted a bit, from a feeling I had long forgotten. It felt like light sparks in my stomach, but not like the one I make out of anger with my quirk. It felt like tingles from my mum when I was young. It felt like a light breeze, in the middle of a hot summer. It felt like happiness, and maybe a bit like love." TW: panic attacks, eating disorder, suicide.

|Love or hate?| Depressed Deku AU?| by Basilikum_

(This is my first story ever..so, sorry if it's bad..) Izuku 'Deku' Midoriya has always looked up to his childhood friend, Katsuki 'Kacchan' Bakugo. He has aspired to be him in so many ways but this caused unwanted feelings. The fact he could never be better than him. These only got worse after Bakugo started bullying him, soon developing into a serious matter.. ||This is a Bakudeku story|Warning: Mentions of self-harm, Suicide, and just other sensitive topics|| ------ Best ranking(s) so far: #1 In Depresseddeku (12/8/19) #19 in DepressedIzuku #5 in suicidal #2 in DekuxKacchan --------- /Two-person collaboration story. I wrote the Izuku parts and she wrote the Katsuki parts but we read over them together. Tank you for helping me, and sorry I didn't put this earlier •3•\ ---- Hehe, This has many typos I didn't notice before and I'm too lazy to edit it now. I mean some sentences are still readable tho so like 💅

♥︎♡♥︎♡ Izuku Midoriya's world comes crumbling down. He's all alone in a world with no one to care for him. He ends up in the streets. When he disappears, his childhood friend realizes some things and he looked desperately for Izuku. But what happens when certain circumstances bring them back together at UA? ...Just not the way they first intended to.. BakuDeku Fanfic Dadzawa ! Spoilers ! 𝘈𝘳𝘵 𝘕𝘰𝘵 𝘔𝘪𝘯𝘦，𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘴 𝘊𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘰𝘳 𝘰𝘧 𝘉𝘕𝘏𝘈 Highest ranking #1 Dadzawa 06/08/23 #1 Izuku 06/22/23 #1 Kacchan 07/12/23 #7 Bokunoheroacademia 08/06/23 #1 Izukuxkatsuki 09/02/23 #1 Katsudeku 09/17/23

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Izuku midoriya, a boy who is now 15 years old. He used to have it all when he was younger. A happy family, friends, and an overall amazing life. But sadly, all good things come to an end. At the age of 6 his father found a new woman to love and abandoned his family. This caused Izuku's mother, Inko Midoriya, to run away with her son. She ends up abandoning Izuku in an orphanage to get rid of and extra mouth to feed, hoping he'd be safer there, but things never seem to work out for him, do they? He fell into a dark pit of depression and suicidal thoughts. Which led to harsh teasing and bullying from the other children at the orphanage. Of course the workers there never cared, why should they? To them he was just a burden, a waste. He couldn't take it anymore. The neglect, abuse and bullying got to him and he ended up running away to god knows where, hoping to find a home, somewhere to feel safe. But ended up homeless once again. He thought nothing would get better he decided he would give up trying to continue his miserable life, but a ray of sunshine, a ray of hope, stopped him and took him in. Someone who cared for him. His name was Katsuki Bakugo. This is the story of how Izuku fell in love with this boy, and found true bliss and joy. Homeless au/no quirks Bakudeku Izuku and Katsuki don't know each other until later in the story #19 in bakugoxmidoriya out of 139. 6/2/21 #66 in homeless out of 1.52k. 6/2/21 #34 in bkdk out of 1.2k. 6/27/21 #1 in katsukixizuku out of 310. 8/4/21 #61 in Bakudeku out of 1.53k. 6/21/21 #3 in katsudeku out of 1.62k. 6/22/21 #169 (😈) in depression out of 1.68k. 8/4/21

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