Because I Had You
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*second book to Memories*
It's a whole year since Camila has seen Shawn, more like it's been a year since she ran away from Shawn.
She's trying to move on with her life, but can't. The Canadian singer is always in the back of her mind.
She's now in a relationship with a boy named Finn Jonathan, he's everything that Shawn's not. Why can't she just move on?
What happens when Camila gets a job offer to be someone's personal photographer? What will happen with her relationship?
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9/6/18: #6 in Shawmila
11/26/18: #2 in Shawmila
11/26/18: #1 in Because I Had You
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