Feeling Myself Disintegrate
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Dream seems to be happy on stream but behind the screen hes in the deepest depths of the ocean. Struggling with ADHD, depression, anxiety and many other things cause by those, could all end soon in his mind. George is Dreams' online bestfriend of 7 years now. He dosent know Dreams' home life nor his mental issues. He's getting worried when dream starts sleeping more and more, while also dealing with a toxic and abuseive relationship with a man he doesn't truly love. What will happen when Dream chooses his expiration date and decides to not go back from his idea? Will George be able to find him and stop him before he will never be able to hear his voice again? -------- The blonde neared the end of the roof, looking down at the city below him, waiting for the perfect time to jump. He pulls out his phone in the pouring rain, not caring about if it slips from his hands or if it breaks before he can say goodbye to the brit. He begins calling George one last time, sitting on the edge of the building, his feet hanging down as tears mix with rain. The call declines so he stands back up and closes his eyes. "Dream! Get down from there!" the brunette yells through the sounds of the pouring rain, dragging him away from the edge and into the middle of the roof in a big hug. "George... Why didn't you just let me jump? Why are you even in Florida?" "Because Dream... I love you.." ------ Started: October 6, 2022 Finished:
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