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Past Memories (A Phan Story)

glitteriscoolgirl

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Reads 178
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Parts 6
Time 14m

glitteriscoolgirl

abuse dan danielhowell lgbt memories past phil philisnotonfire phillester phần youtube

Phil and Dan have a pretty normal life except for the month of November. Phil always panics this time of year and his unsettling memories get the best of him.   One day a secret from Phil's past suddenly reappears. When an old relative brings back less than pleasant memories, Dan worries as Phil reaches his breaking point. Will Dan find out about the Secret behind Phil's blue eyes, or will it be too late?

Tw: depression, abuse, sadness and what else you'd expect. Don't say I didn't warn you.

Highest Rank: 
#73 philisnotonfire (May 2018)
#912 danielhowell (July 2018)All Rights Reserved

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Intriguing (phan) by -phantasizing-

'don't do that. don't act like you care. i might do something stupid, like open up to you.' {or the one where phil has a photographic memory and dan is telekinetic} STARTED - 11/12/16 COMPLETED - 16/02/17

summer school // phan by gigglingphan

phil wants to know more about a new acquaintance, dan howell, but dan just can't let himself around phil and his beautiful blue eyes... [DON'T READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED! There are mentions of self harm, depression, anxiety, smoking, fluff, homophobia, mentions of homophobic slurs]

Annoying sunshine // Phan {COMPLETED} by derailedphantrash

CONTAINS SELF HARM AND DEPRESSION Dan: the anti social kid at the back of the class , dressed in black lost in his own world . He has no friends , no family and he liked it that way . He had secrets , ones that he could never share unless psychiatric hospital sound good to you . Phil : the over enthusiastic new kid that's smiling though his pain . The boy that lost everything yet still fakes his smile . He looks like the sun yet feels like the dark sky yet know one will ever know . Phil doesn't have secrets but he has another person within himself , the true Phil , the one that wants to put a bullet in his head and die like the rest of his family seems to do yet this Phil is hidden under a mask of bright clothes and smiles . When Dan and Phil meet at the back of a class right in the very corner dans appearance reminds him of his true self , Phil reminds Dan about the old him the one before he lost hope . Dan hates Phil he's to happy and it sickens Dan . Phil is intrigued by Dan he's to mysterious and Phil loves it . They both have secrets and they both have issues . Will they end up bonding or colliding ?

The Book of Lies || Phan [[COMPLETED]] by DansPlacenta

After Dan Howell dies at the tragically young age of 26, he is greeted by death with a book. A book of every lie that anyone had ever told him. This seems like harmless fun but as he nears the end, he realized everything isn't as it seemed in life with his best friend, Phil Lester. Ship: Phan, Kickthesticks Genre: fluff/angst (no smut) Trigger Warnings: male X male, major character death, suicide, self harm, existencial questions, depression, abuse, torture situations, substance abuse and panic attacks. (i want all of you to be safe and happy whilst reading this so if you are triggered by any of these please don't read)

Who Would've Known? by We_Love_Amazing_Phil

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Hello Internet ✹ Phan by klutzyvegetarian7

[Complete] Phil was his first best friend in the eighteen years of his life. When Phil first started YouTube, his best friend died, and he hadn't met Dan yet. When they did meet, everything changed. - How conceited does one have to be to show no tolerance for the people they care about? - This story is strictly in the perspective of Dan Howell. MATURE CONTENT: NOT SUITABLE FOR YOUNGER DEMOGRAPHIC. POSSIBLY TRIGGERING. Contains: Self harm, abuse, attempted suicide, and sex. Strong language is used.

Phandoms don't lie by phan_troyler_rules

It has been years since the Philisnotonfire 1 video was published. It has been years since Phan was born. But Dan and Phil both denied the fact that they were 'meant to be'. When Kickthestickz came out, something changed. Would they accept the fact, or still deny it? This is a 'safe' phanfiction. Though there is a bit of homophobia in it. No smut. Just lots and lots of fluff

In Another Life (Dan and Phil X Reader) by Liv4Writing

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Disappearing Act// Phan [Complete] by itsebonyrose

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psychedelia | phan by thenightlockfox

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Intriguing (phan)

'don't do that. don't act like you care. i might do something stupid, like open up to you.' {or the one where phil has a photographic memory and dan is telekinetic} STARTED - 11/12/16 COMPLETED - 16/02/17