Forget Me Not [Nine]

Nine likes adventures but is scared to leave her comfort zone.
She loves to dream but is terrified to go after them.
She wants to change but is afraid of the possibilities.
She would rather watch the game than play
She's contented with being at the bleachers cheering than joining those activities
They say she's kill-joy, never dares to do anything different
But, what they do not know is
She's envious of them, who could do things well
Those who never seemed horrified to express themselves
The life of the party, the carrier of joy
While she, she will always be an observer
Her lack of presence will never be noticed
Because she is just a mere person
A wallflower that does not even matter.