Please Dont Let Them Find My Weakness

My body sends me shots of hot flushes actually no not just hot flushes, it feels like fire racing up and down my body, I look around frantically only to see 1 person left standing in the yard on this beautiful January morning well it was beautiful until I saw the expression that was plastered on Michael’s face it was mixed with pure sorrow but complete and utter pride his once ocean blue eyes.