You know sometimes I feel like we're looking at two different people. In Chanel's eyes, she sees someone whose observant, inquisitive, and persistent. But in my eyes, I see someone whose annoying and a little too stubborn. In Hailee's eyes, they see someone whose caring and motherly,( even though I'm a male). But in my eyes, I see someone whose overbearing and nosy. The only person who sees me the way I see me is my boyfriend, Kyle. He sees me as ugly, and annoying, and a waste of space. He's the only reason I can really observe my flaws, my friends hate him but I think he keeps me grounded. I just wish he wouldn't show it so aggressively. Who knows maybe I'll end up seeing myself the way everyone but Kyle does. |||||TRIGGER WARNINGS: Domestic Violence, Abuse, and Cursing