This is basically going to be a really deep thing, I don't know what you would call it. Basically just me writing whatever is on my mind, I feel like it will help a lot of people have a better understanding of what depressive anxiety is like, and how it can make someone feel. And maybe some of you guys will be able to relate. In no way am I trying to be dramatic or narcissistic, I just want to share what I am thinking, I hope this helps at least one person out there. Also one last thing, Im not going to plaster this everywhere, if you stumble across it great, if you are a follower, great. But I am in no way going to tell you to read this, and there is also not going to be any authors notes, just raw material.