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i do not exist (BoyxBoy)

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A stray that could only see the gruesome terrors of war that the the future held. A young, new, Alpha ready to lead into the war. Both in search of their mates.

"The cold January night nipped at the exposed flesh on my face, I tugged the collar of my coat up higher around my neck. 
My cheeks flushed pink from the wind and glistening white flurries embedded in my mid-night hair that hung in my eyes. 
Dried leaves crunched under the weight of my boots, that stepped over the fallen limbs and the veins in the muddied ground. 
Neatly woven branches swayed with the bustling wind."All Rights Reserved

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The Unnatural by authorayezah

MM ROMANCE | (Male x Male) Ares Silvermane, a well behaved alpha who has so many responsibilities on his shoulder and the need to stay strong for his people has kept him alive, breaks into a war with their enemy's pack. With little hope, he has waited for his mate, someone pretty, someone who would call his name with love, someone who has strong wolf and maybe some special power his mother had talked about. But everything shatters apart when he sees his Luna for the first time. Ethan stiles, being surrounded by the love of his family was his only happiness but that happiness is taken away when he's suddenly dragged into this unnatural world filled with unknown species. He has no idea why he is expected to have a wolf in him, why he is expected to be strong. It also certainly doesn't help his situation when his mate hates him to the guts for simply because the way he is. It wasn't his fault that he was born a human, without a wolf and a male. "I don't know what you expect from me!" I yell, tears forming in my eyes as I look into his golden eyes. He has a stoned expression as he stares at me with so much hatred. I hate it. "Exactly! You are too low for my expectations that I can hardly expect anything from you." He spits, his cold words shattering my heart in many pieces. I don't want this. I don't want to be his mate. Started October 4, 2024 Ended September 6, 2025 #1 wolfs #9 lgbtpride #1 intense #1 mmromance #6 malexmale #33 friends

Coffee and Bliss ✔ by dallaswander

"Fuck you!" "I already fucked you many times . . ." He then wiggled his eyebrows and continued. ". . . in my mind." Harris narrowed his eyes and got paled. "Dirty-minded dickhead!" "Nope, I just have a sexy imagination." A loud laugh echoed in the room after. Tristan's shoulders were moving up and down. His laugh stopped when Harris looked at him intently, he leaned forward not breaking their stare. Not knowing the reasons, his heart beats fast. ** With the thought of having a normal life in their college days, Harris and Tristan never imagined that fate was tailing their lives. Meeting unexpectedly, the two boys wished they had never met at all. But destiny wanted to play as they discovered their sexual preference after living under the same roof. They were torn between accepting the fact that they were gay or denying it in fear of society's judgment. Thereupon, living together they found out that they need each other to overcome their fears.

Alpha Moretti by lemonsunflower

*COMPLETED* Liam always thought that his first lover and best friend would turn out to be his mate. But after him leaving for two years, and the contact between them disappearing, he might just be a tad bit wrong. --- This story follows my book "Running" however, it is also a stand alone. You do not need to read the first book to understand this. Top Rankings- #1 in bxm (9/22/19) #1 in gay (1/7/20) #1 in LGBT (1/7/20) #1 in male pregnancy (12/30/19) #1 in mpreg (12/30/19) #1 in kidnapped (3/26/20) #1 in omegaverse (6/14/20) #2 in LGBT (12/30/19) #2 in Pack (3/5/20) #2 in bxm (11/27/19) #2 in mpreg (12/28/19) #2 in male pregnancy (12/27/19) #3 in bxm (9/15/19) #3 in boyxman (12/27/19) #3 in LGBT (1/18/20) #4 in boyxman (12/28/19)

Blooded Mate by rhycce

[[MATURE CONTENT]] Pack, family, mate. Loyalty, respect, honor. These are the words that form the foundation of the wolf society. At six years old, Ethan had to choose between his Alpha title and his survival on the night of his father's death. As a teenager, his family and lineage are further humiliated because he has not had his first transformation. Between dealing with a bully on a power trip, the challenges of high school, a less than sympathetic alpha, and his current impairment, Ethan is barely surviving. His daily prayer to Luna was simple: a request to find his wolf. But he would soon learn that the moon goddess does not do things by half-measures. On the night of his first transformation, she also tossed in a mate who wants absolutely nothing to do him and a vengeful alpha hell-bent on ripping his neck out. Soon he learns that high school bullies and homework are the least of his worries when he has to flee his pack and live with his mate: the warrior vampire whose entire history was forged from killing his kind. Learning to control his wolf, avoiding assassins, fighting his mate, and for his mate become daily struggles. But battles come in many forms and not always when or where he expects them. Soft, sensual victories within the sheets are as just as important as the hard-won, blood-filled ones on a gory forest floor. And failure on any battlefield could mean a slow, painful death. A/N -Warning This is a gay-themed novel with some fighting. So there will be intense scenes both in bed and out of it. If you are not a fan of boyxboy action, then this novel is not for you. PS. I do not own the rights to the images in the chapters. They're a source of inspiration for characters and settings in the story. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1/6/2024 - Blooded Mate hit a #1 in Werewolf, #10 in boyxboy and #5 in honor. 1/8/2024 - #2 in Gay, #2 in honor 4/13/2024 - #2 in vampire 4/14/2024 - #2 in witch, #1 in matebond

MY HOME "The Universe Wishper"(Under Editing) by FI-Witch

Rahul... "Damn," he muttered, voice rough. "You're full of surprises." A smirk curled my lips. "And I haven't even started." His hands tightened around my waist. "Then don't stop now." I didn't. I let myself fall into his touch, into his kiss, into the wildfire consuming us both. For the first time in my life, I let go of everything else. No past, no future. Just this. Just him. And when we finally pulled away, breathless, he whispered, "I'll remember this night forever." A slow, mischievous smile spread across my lips. "You'd be better." But as I stared into his eyes, I knew the truth-this wasn't the end. This was just the beginning. Rahul and Rylee had been inseparable since childhood, their bond unbreakable-or so Rahul thought. Over time, Rahul began to realize his feelings for Rylee ran deeper than friendship. But his possessive and dominant nature often caused conflicts, creating a rift between them that Rahul struggled to mend. Heartbreak after heartbreak followed, leaving Rahul shattered. Consumed by guilt, fear, and the sting of rejection, he found himself spiraling into despair. In an attempt to move on, Rahul began dating someone new, but the relationship turned into a toxic nightmare, only deepening his wounds. Just when Rahul was at his lowest, a mysterious and enigmatic man entered his life from his past whom he hated somehow.

Save Me (Being Edited) by SnowMelts01

Left out in the cold harsh world with no family, friends, or pride to guide him and an alley-way as his home. Snow has to fight everyday for his life from the bipolar weather and starvation. The only thought keeping him going is avenging his parents death. As the years pass, he loses himself more and more to the idea of revenge. What will he do when for the first time, a stranger offers a kind hand and an offer for help? Can this savior be the one to save Snow, the were-cat from losing himself?

Stray (mxm) by Forever_Be_Loved

Book 1 in Stray Series The world has not been kind to me, but that's okay. I don't need to live in luxury or comfort. My only purpose, my only goal, is to protect my children and give them the life I never had. I don't know how much longer I can keep them safe, though. The walls I've built for us are closing in, my efforts are in vain, and I'm not strong enough to help them much longer. I pray my son will be able to use what I've taught him to keep them alive. And protect them from the wolves that can't seem to leave us be. -This story has depictions of violence, SA, depression, panic attacks, gore. Please read at your own discretion- Highest rankings thanks to all of you wonderful readers! : #1 in "Werewolves" #1 in "Pups" #1 in "Omega" #1 in "AlphaxOmega" #1 in "Omegaverse" #1 in "Loss" #1 in "Soulmates" #1 in "Wolves" #1 in "BoyLove" #2 in "ManxMan" #3 in "BxB" #1 in "Hurt" #5 in "Alpha" #4 in "MxM" #4 in "Gay" #4 in "Shifter" #12 in "Werewolf" #10 in"BoyxBoy"

Loving Him (To be re-written) by author_namoore

(BOOK 1) Drew Lyall knew his life would be full of obstacles. It was the fate he shared with all of the Omegas. Even though he knew the unlikelihood of his one true wish being granted, he couldn't help but hope. He wanted to be mated, but not just to anyone, to the love of his life: Kai Hemming. Kai was the most promising of the Alphas and only an Omega of high ranking could ever be his perfect match. There was nothing special about Drew and he was painfully aware. His love...unrequited. There was a fire in Drew Lyall that reeled Kai in like a moth to a flame. He couldn't get him out of his head. He was getting older and time was pressuring him into choosing a mate fast, but the one he wanted...hated his guts. Kai was desperate for Drew's acceptance but a few wrong moves had the promising Alpha neck deep in trouble. The Humans and Wolves had been coexisting peacefully for years, sharing the Earth equally. Now, something was wrong. The Humans began oppressing the Wolves, becoming greedier with land and resources. They forced their way into the Wolf Societies, planting their seeds within the Communities. The Wolves were growing antsy, not taking the violation lightly. And the World was edging to the one thing that could destroy everything: War.

[Remaking/Not Completed] Abandoned (Boy×Boy) by NekoZer01

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Lone Wolf || bxb by flawed-pariah

【INCLUDES MATURE SCENES, READ AT OWN RISK】 Weylyn only wanted his freedom but somehow, just when he was on the brink of finding it, he ends up in another pack unable to leave unless he reveals to them a past he'd rather not share. It's not so bad though when you have your very own mate guarding you. But then secrets are shared, histories revealed, and a threat lurks in the shadows. ~~~~~~~~~ 'My body felt like it shattered into a trillion infinitesimal pieces that were blasted into the stratosphere, exposing every essence of my existence to every being on earth, all for it to show that there was not a single cell, of every element that assembled itself together to create me that was not filled with thoughts of Finn's lips on mine.' ~~~~~~~~~ T R I G G E R W A R N I N G S: - possible mentions of sexual assault - self harm - violence ~~~~~~~~~~

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The Unnatural

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