"Never get too attached to anyone unless they feel the same towards you, because one sided expectation can mentally destroy you." That's what I always remind myself. That falling inlove with him is supposed to be the last thing I should do. That being inlove with someone like him is like burning myself using my own flame, but the more I try avoiding him, the more I keep falling, the more the flame keeps on burning. I have been pushing myself away from him, but I always unintentionally keep coming back to him. He was never mine. He will never be mine. But.. How I wish he was mine. I wish you were mine.