How are you feeling today?
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Last published Thu, May 3, 2018
!!Warning!!
Triggering and disturbing themes involving cutting, bipolar and suicide
On many occasions my thoughts would run wild.
'Stab again' They'd say 'Stab into your side and drag the knife along to the other'
They don't scare me.
Should I be scared?
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