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Reads 68
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Parts 24
Time 4h 59m

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Cameron suffers with cancer and doesn't have long left to live. Hating the fact that he hasn't got long left and doesn't know when he will die, he goes to commit suicide. But what will happen when the beautiful girl in school who Cameron has eyes on stops him?

Soon there is a group of four friends who are all helping each other battle their problems. But when Lottie gets brutally killed, the group starts to fall apart and struggle with the loss of a friend. 

So, what if these four friends never met each other? Would it of been better because they would of only had to deal with their problems and not carry the weight of their friends problems?All Rights Reserved

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