Different After All
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Last published Tue, Apr 23, 2019
Dealing with a mental illness is not easy, for anybody.
Sometimes you have got to talk to people and not let fear consume you.
You have got to face your deepest secrets you have hidden for so long.
You have got to accept it is staying with you.
"It's worthless fighting all the time," Cole exclaimed with tears in his eyes. "I just want to finally relax and let go!"
[Started: March 2018]
[Current Status: on hold]
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