- I'm not the one you are destined to- she told him. But little did she know she meant the world him.-But is that what your head is telling you or your heart. I don't want some skinny happy girl who has good grades, popular and other things. I want you that's all that matters- he responded in all honesty. She kept her head down in silence crying. Alexa Davenport a suicide girl who finds her soulmate but denies it .she has a severe depression. And hates herself for it. Her best friend Gabriel who she grew up with her entire childhood. Was the sun in her rainy days . The bomb in her war. The archangel of her dreams. Jillian Rivera the funny, kind, selfless, brave kid who everybody likes. But not her she distances her self from him. His best friend Hanna aren't on very good terms these days. Because she loves him but he loves her..