The Lost One Weeping | Aphmau Fanfiction
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Every breath; every word; every scar, is all pain. And each scar is a memory I wish didn't happen. Each scar never fades. Every scar stays there on my skin. A single scar shows the pain I deserve. Every scar is a reason I should just end my life. I wasn't born to be happy. I wasn't born to make friends. I wasn't born to have a family. I was made for one reason - to carry on the Ultima werewolf bloodline. But why continue something people fear? Why continue something that makes you miserable? Questions I ask myself all the time, and questions I'll never get the answer to. So instead of asking like the wimp I'll always be, instead of fighting to stay happy, I'll always find ways to end it. After all, I'm the lost one weeping.
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Inspired By The Song 'Lost One Weeping' by Rin Kagamine
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I'm Not Promoting Suicide Or Self Harm, I Just Like Writing These Things
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I'm Using Characters From The YouTube Series 'MyStreet', But Changed A Few Things
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I Know Jason Himself Said Not To Write This Kind Of Fanfiction, But I Enjoy It So For Once I'm Not Going To Listen
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