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Last published Sun, May 20, 2018
you think you know me well you don't this smile I keep on face only hides the tears that should rolling down my cheek like an endless river you think you know me that sarcastic rely with a small giggle is just a way to hide the screams that are one the Verge of coming out I talk about my life its not true I'm sorry yes I've lie I'm telling you about the life i should and deserve to be living so fucking what if I am too expressive have you heard about freedom of fucking speech I guess not
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