Right Now ≫ l.t. au (ON HOLD)
mattctrash
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  • Reads 1,880
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  • Parts 27
  • Time 3h 37m
mattctrash
Ongoing, First published Apr 09, 2014
Mature
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"For me love was always something pure and passionate." 

"The way I fell in love was different though. There were sometimes I wanted to rip my hair out, sometimes I wanted to punch someone ..."

"She is my everything I don't want to lose that. For she is the only reason that I live. "
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