The Greatest What If
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Última publicación dom, abr 29, 2018
"Saan ba ako nagkulang，Mahal?" he sounded like he's pleading and yet he has those eyes with mixed emotions，anger，sadness，pain，and other emotions I can't describe.But no，I needed to act tough，I need to stay tough.
"Masyado kang sumobra ，Oly!.."I wanted to just whisper it but I know I can't
"...You know how much I love constants，how much I would risk just to maintain being safe，being constant，ho-"Pinilit kong hindi takasan ng luha ang aking mga mata，but I know I can't ，hindi ko na naman kaya...
"I always remained constant，babe...I always made sure that you'll still get to feel the heat of our eternal flame，I always made sure to give you space，to give you freedom，to give you support，I could go spend the entire day saying things I tried to do just to keep you，things I tried to reach for you to let me keep you，and I won't still finish that list，I tried so hard， Mahal......" the only thing common we might have right now， is that our eyes can't contain what our heart is dying to pour.Tears.lots and lots of tears.
"I know you did，but that's the thing Oly，you tried so hard! so hard that you unconsciously fucking crossed the wall that I kept on building my entire lifetime，kaya sorry Oly..." I took a step forward and I looked at his eyes intently and held his calloused hands "mahal kita，but I would fucking die without the comfort and certainty that my safety brings，I can't dump the comfort that I feel just for a man whom I'm uncertain of..." I know my words right now tastes like venom，but I don't fucking care，he deserves more.
"I love you，but you fucking crossed the line.
Goodbye Oly，we're done."I tiptoed a little bit more and held his face，still looking intently in his eyes，and gave him one last kiss that I hope would suffice for the loss and pain I would give him.Mahal ko sya，but I don't want him to be happy today，and love with limitations tomorrow，he deserves more.
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