These poems are written during my special moments. Moments of negative mixed feelings, mostly sad, angry, lonely, depressed, etc. There are rare moments of joy and happiness, very rare.
The words just flows out of me, especially when I am in my most negative moments. I don't even understand most of the poems myself.
I started writing poems when I was sixteen years old. I chose AMBIVALENT as the title because I have mixed feelings of every thing that is in my life. I am a very indecisive person. I don't trust myself with anything.