Up untill now ...
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Up untill now
I've been able to take the pain...
I've been able to fool with a smile...
I've been able to hide what shouldn't be seen...
I've been the person that was created by everyone around me..
Up untill now
I've been strong.
But now
The only thing that i want to be
Is the person that isn't wearing a mask to cover up the pain
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This fanfic is a part of how i'm trying to deal with my personal struggles.
New chapters are written every time i have a difficult time with myself or feel down
I know this probably won't get a lot of views, but i don't care about such a thing
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