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Holding On To You

Christel_Loubser

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Christel_Loubser

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"You're kidding. What did she witness and why can't she go into witness protection?" "I am not kidding. She witnessed a murder among other things. The reason why she is not in witness protection is because she can identify dirty cops."
Calum placed his hands over his face and then combed through his hair. "Calum please you are my only option. It will just be for a month or two. Look I hate to do this to you but I helped you with the adopting agency and now I need your help."
"You bastard! How dare you use that against me. If this goes wrong you better hope and pray that they don't take Daniella away from me." "I am sorry but nothing is going to go wrong. When are they bringing her?"

Penelope must go and stay at Calum's house for her own protection. Calum is against it. His only responsibility is a three monds old baby girl. 

Suffering from PTSD  does Penelope try too keep it together but she is bound to clash with Calum.
What happens when their wolds start to mix and the past brings them in danger.

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