Tony's POV. You know, it's a whole different feeling. It's different from being able to get up, dust your knees off, stretch your out your arms, and go to a freaking swarma place. Oh no. This is much, much different. I've been close to death a few times before... I guess that's what made me remarkable... I've been close to losing myself before... but I guess that's what made me strong... I've been close to losing everything before... but rebounding from all of those things has made me resilient... But this? This is different. There is no dusting your knees off, there is no mending... but the funny thing? There is no end to this either. It may seem over. Yeah, we lost. Whooptie-doo. Let's just pack up and go home boys; regroup! Get stronger! You know, "we'll get 'em next time." There is no next time. This time it's different... And now, it's way past personal. ------ This story takes place before and after the MCU's Infinity War... not sure if I still need this warning but.... MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS! ******NOW THAT ENDGAME HAS COME OUT I UNFORTUNATELY HAVE LOST SOME MOTIVATION FOR THIS STORY, not to say that there will never be another update but the chance of another update is slim****** Also, most of the characters you see in this story mainly belong to the MCU... Not me! If the character's name has a familiar ring to it... it's most likely NOT mine.