I dream of a world with you...

This is a story of nate...a mage candidate in chaldea; with mana circuits that lack any means to circulate enough mana to summon a servant of his own. so he decides to have one more toast to the life he once knew in chaldea before he runs away...but bumps into Mata Hari. but theres something she knows about nate that may impact him. will she be able to save him from regret? or will he push her away like everyone else he did back at home?