'You have nothing, and no one now.' These words... These seven words are making me depressed and sad at times. Because of my selfish and self-centered actions, I lost everything. Now, I have nothing and no one to make me happy. I lost everyone, just because I was so damn selfish! My arrogance took over my entire mind and when I threw that sudden pipebomb at my former best friends, everything just came down the toilet. Stephanie stripped me of my Divas Championship belt, because I 'disrespected' her. Even though I did not remember hurting her in the first place, I don't blame her. I called her old, a slut & a whore. It is my fault that everyone, and everything left me. Whenever I enter the Divas' locker room, the girls give me glares and sometimes, stay away from me. I once tried committing suicide due to depression, but I stopped myself when one man came for me. He actually saved my life. Even though I think he's so arrogant and cocky at times, he just saved my life. Seth Rollins. Seth Rollins did not just saved my life, he actually helped it. He comforted, confronted, and talked to me about everything I felt. He gave me tips, and while the days passed, it was actually helping me. From my selfish and arrogant self, I was slowly turning to a civilized young woman. He warmed my cold-heart with kindness until it was warm. He actually cared for me. Someone actually really cared for me. I still tend to get attacked by my past. I had a very bad past when it came to relationships, this bloomed out to me being all bad and bitchy. All those past boyfriend, still attacking me physically and emotionally. What am I going to do now?
I was good on my own, that's the way it was, that's the way it was
You was good on the low for a faded fuck, on some faded love
Shit, what the fuck you complaining for?
Feeling jaded, huh?
Used to trip off that shit I was kickin' to you
Had some fun on the run though I give it to you
But, baby, don't get it twisted
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"Will you please take me back?"
"When I was put in handicap matches every week as punishment and where were you? You were no where to be found."
"I didn't need you to win the title, I didn't need you by my side to defend it."
You was just another nigga on the hit list
Tryna fix your inner issues with a bad bitch
Didn't they tell you that I was a savage?
Fuck your white horse and a carriage
Bet you never could imagine
Never told you, you could have it
You needed me
"But you know what I'm feeling a little pay back tonight, Good luck."
"Shut up!"
"You want me to leave?"
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