Back to life, Back to a lie
- Reads 442
- Votes 23
- Parts 6
Ongoing41m
Last published Thu, Nov 16, 2023
Connor wasn't dead.
He flatlined, was brought back and was put into a medically induced coma that the doctors said he wouldn't wake up from.
The Murphys lost hope, and basically carried on as if he were already dead.
The Connor project happened, and of course, crashed and burned.
And then he woke up.
[the Connor Project drama took place in junior year, so connor woke up in Senior year,bc i have no idea how to write adults ]
All Rights Reserved
#4
theinsanelycooljaredkleinman
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Hollow | BxBxBxB
Connor Johnson seems like an ordinary boy on the outside, but on the inside he's plagued by depression, an eating disorder and complex anxiety. So what happens when he finally hits the end of the line and is forcibly sent to a home for troubled boys? Where love runs rampant in the air and tensions soar as high as the clouds. TW's (these will not be included at the start of chapters so take this as a final warning) Anorexia & Eating Disorder Self Harm Drug Abuse Abuse Smut PTSD Hallucinations/Schizophrenia Suicidal Thoughts & Ideation Hospitals Anxiety Slow Burn This story is NOT promoting, encouraging, romanticising or glorifying topics such as abuse, suicide, self harm, disordered eating, sexual abuse/misconduct or anything like that, it is just showing what the affects of it can be like especially for LGBT+ young people. Please be respectful in the comments and if anyone is struggling do reach out for support!Complete
Sincerely, Me
You and Connor hate each other. Basic and simple so you try to ignore each other. What happens when life makes that impossible. yea I suck at descriptions. This is my first fanfic please give feedback Disclaimer I do not own Dear Evan Hansen nor do I own the characters. I just own the plot.Complete
𝐈𝐧 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐏𝐚𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬 - A Dear Evan Hansen Fanfiction
On Monday, September thirteenth, youthly youtuber by the name of Connor Murphy attempted to take his own life on a livestream on Youtube. His small account consisted of only a few dozen videos, most of which are Connor simply venting to his camera as a form of self-care. A few of the videos were only a maximum of five minutes long, where Connor would show his scars off to the screen, and explain their backstories. Connor's rather dark channel only consisted of a few thousand followers, including those who could relate to his stories. However, thousands turned to millions when Connor began his first livestream, the label of which being 'My Suicide'. Those who clicked the link were there either to witness the man's suicide for themselves, or beg the man to think about his actions. However, Connor's viewers witness nothing short of an attempt, the boy collapsing to the floor, his fan half-hanging from his ceiling. "I could hear him coughing and wheezing out of the camera's view." "That look in his eyes explained it all to me. He didn't want to die. Not then, at least." Though Connor may be a local youtuber of his town, nobody was able to detect any recognizable parts of his home to locate his address. And after tracking the device from the still running livestream, police were able to find the young male's location. However reports and footage from body cams revealed that by the time the police arrived at the home, Youtuber Connor Murphy had already exited the home, seemingly taking all of his belongings with him in a hurry.Complete
Ski Trip (Connor Murphy X Reader)
Y/n is the daughter of one of Larry Murphy's business partners, and went on the yearly ski trip along with her father. Her father was close friends with Larry, too, so they shared a cabin. Y/n grew up best friends with Zoey and Connor because of their fathers friendship, but when Connor started to change, everything was different. - If you're looking for more Connor fanfics, I have written 2 more full books, and a oneshot book! Pls check them out! I would appreciate it! - #1 in ConnorMurphyXReader (5/17/2020) #1 in ConnorMurphy (9/27/2022)Complete
Tree Bros One shots
TW: THIS STORY INCLUDE SEVERE ANXIETY AND PANIC ATTACKS. ALSO INCLUDES DEPRESSION AND SUICIDE. This is what it would be like if Connor's suicide never had happened and Evan and Connor were actually friends, well more than friends. Connor and Evan love each other, but everything else is the same. Evan still seems to break his arm, Larry doesn't understand Connor, and best of all Evan is still anxious as fuck. Please leave feedback and enjoy! *SMUT WARNING LOL* Didn't make the cover, but I had to use it because it's sooo cute! :) Symptoms of reading this: Existential Angst I try to update at least once every week! Thank you for all the reads!Complete
Rewritten. || Treebros || DEH AU || On Hold.
A different death. A different letter mishap. A different relationship. A different reason. But the story is still there. What if Evan had talked to Zoe outside of Jazz Band?What if they started dating? What if Zoe had died? What if secrets get let out? What if someone gets hurt because of it? What if's build up, as does pressure, for both the abandoned and the grieving. They need support, and comfort. But to find it when the world is beginning to turn against them will be difficult. !! Notes !! These are the trigger warnings: Suicide, self-harm, heck ton of cursing, a few slurs, jokes about death (probably), panic attacks, a lot of sobbing I'll alternate POVs whenever I feel like it. Connor's view has the most angst and depression. Chapter # = Evan i's = Zoe # = Connor I do NOT own the cover art. Only the text on it- credit to Astrocitos on 8tracks.Complete
Unlikely Lovers
Alright I know everyone loves the "If Connor Murphy never died" storyline but this is my take on it and I'm honestly I'm love with it. Sorry for references throughout this, feel free to like or comment. And extra points for anyone who can guess the musical reference made in the title of this story... just saying...Complete
Sincerely, Me (Treebros - Dear Evan Hansen Fanfiction)
'I am so sorry...' 'I'm so glad...' 'I'm here for you...' Does he really mean all of that? ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Evan Hansen receives an email from Connor Murphy, who just needs someone to talk to about his depression and his coping methods. Connor goes by "C" and Evan goes by "E." Meanwhile at school, Connor is unknowingly picking on his internet best friend, and enemy of sorts, Evan. How will the two react if/when their internet personas meet their real ones in person? Warnings: some mentions of suicide and self harm, use of drugs/alcohol, some swearingComplete
The Best of Me(Treebros)
COMPLETED! (SWEARING, SELF-HATE, PANIC ATTACK, HOMOPHOBIC SLURRS, DEATH, AND EXTREME GAY WARNING) "The Worst of Me" sequel! Connor woke up to bright light. He didn't want this-he wanted to be dead. But something stops him from trying again. Or someone: Evan. After a marriage, a heartbreak, and another suicide attempt, things were not going very well for Connor and Evan. Especially not when people have been reported missing for weeks. Would they be able to stay together? Even through the darkest times?Complete
Because I'm Falling For You~Treebros DEH AU
TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide Attempt, Self-Harm, Anxiety, Panic Attack, Bipolar Disorder, etc. Connor Murphy was always scared of himself, so to make up for it he tried to make everyone else too. Evan Hansen was always nervous, and wouldn't stop freaking out over the smallest things. When these two characters lives collide, literally, how will their company change the other? Can each character save themselves and the other? Note: This is an AU, in the musical version Connor is not good friends with Evan while in this version he is (due to the events that transpired in this fanfiction), so while I ship treebros in the AU context this is not the original musical, you can make your own opinion after watching the original. Note 2: There will be cussing, I don't personally enjoy cussing (nor do I do it IRL) so I'll try to keep it at a minimum for those that are uncomfortable with it [DISCONTINUED]Complete
Connor Johnson seems like an ordinary boy on the outside, but on the inside he's plagued by depression, an eating disorder and complex anxiety. So what happens when he finally hits the end of the line and is forcibly sent to a home for troubled boys? Where love runs rampant in the air and tensions soar as high as the clouds. TW's (these will not be included at the start of chapters so take this as a final warning) Anorexia & Eating Disorder Self Harm Drug Abuse Abuse Smut PTSD Hallucinations/Schizophrenia Suicidal Thoughts & Ideation Hospitals Anxiety Slow Burn This story is NOT promoting, encouraging, romanticising or glorifying topics such as abuse, suicide, self harm, disordered eating, sexual abuse/misconduct or anything like that, it is just showing what the affects of it can be like especially for LGBT+ young people. Please be respectful in the comments and if anyone is struggling do reach out for support!
More detailsContent Guidelines