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Last published Sun, Apr 29, 2018
I'm done with everything. Everyone. Hell,even with myself. I'm weak. Useless. Worthless. Why did I even bother breathing? I just want to feel numb. Numb to all things. Everything. I'm tired. Tired of all the lies, betraying, insult. Just stop. Please.
"You don't need them.You only need me. Besides, you and me are ONE. So, what do you say? Wanna have some fun? Want to feel what its like to be the one who cause FEAR? Even a slight thought of you gives those rats shivers down their spine? Just take my hand and I'll show you."
"Will you make it stop?"
"I will"
"Pain. Will I feel them again?"
"No.You won't. Cause you will be IT!"
And just like that, I'm letting it take control.
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