his girl [on hold]

C A L E B

"i-i can't let you go, not now, not ever," i cry, this doesn't seem to phase her, though her glistening hazel eyes tell me otherwise. she sobs more.

"do you remember the first time you told me you loved me?" she asks.

"of course i do. i remember being so fucking nervous at first, but now i'm so glad that i did, although this very moment pains me," i reply, salty, warm tears streaming down my face.

"remember that day," she starts, "and remember that i love you too," she says shakily. she steps back from me and walks with her family out of her house and to her car.

the love of my life was leaving me, and i wasn't doing anything to stop her.

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*this book is unedited. you have been warned*
*this book is also written by an amateur*