Be There

"Well guess what?I hate you too Hailee!You took away my wife whom I loved very much!Do you know how much that broke me?That is why I cannot stand your presence,you look exactly like her and I hate it!! You remind me of my fucking gorgeous wife!!"He was breaking down,he was crying-my dad was crying.

I was hurt,his words just triggered a lot of emotions.I started to get why he hated me so much.I deserved it,I took away the one thing he loved-my mom.I wish I knew how she looked,my dad never showed me her pictures.I wish I knew how she looked when she smiled,or at least the sound of her laughter,her touch and most of all-her love,the warm mother's love everyone talks about.