Graser that name was burning in the back of my mind Why did he keep this secret from me especially from his Best friend. Running home crying because the secret guy I was head over heels for was my best friend with just a voice over. Just thinking about it hurt my heart it felt like a knife just stabbed it a billion times. I think it's best if I don't see Zach any more because just looking at him was just too hard. I can't believe I found out like this way. They way he lied so sneaky and Lied to my face for a year in a half saying "This Graser Guy Is just a poser who just want to be YouTube famous like everyone else." The S.O.B. I can't take it anymore I just want to Die the lies for three years now. I get home and there is no one home. Running up stairs and slamming the door. I flopped on my bed and screamed o the top of my lugs. Looking to my left on my side table was a razor grabbing it looking at my clean wrist and saw the first blood. Then I heard banging on my Door "Adrianna STOP." Before making my fourth cut I dropped the razor. I slowly unlocked the door and opening it seeing his face made my life feel better "I'm Sorry I didn't believe you." hugging him and feeling safe.