GELOTOPHOBIA(DARAGON)
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  • Time 4h 17m
Ongoing, First published May 01, 2018
Pagdating ko ng school...

I quickly smile and wave to those people who are greeting me...

my daily life is a mixture of being fake and being perfect...

"Wow Diana is really pretty"

"She's so nice and kind"

"And smart, my ghad she's really perfect"

"No wonder she's really popular"

Everyday I heard this positive comments about me...
pero hindi mawawala yung mga negatibong nasasabe ng iba saakin...

"She's... fine"

"Nothing special"

"There are a lot more girls prettier than her"

"I got a hunch that she got a plastic surgery"

I retain my smile... kahit yan ang naririnig ko..

I clasp my skirt, saying to myself na malapit na ko sa library...

"Ohhh I heard that her attitude is also fake..."

konting lakad nalang... ngiti lang...

"Tsk tsk whore"

"Attention seeker"

"Pathetic"

"Ahahaha She's a perfect example of barby doll...
Plastic ang mukha pati ugali."

...

...

...
upon arrival at the library...

dun sa sulok that is very familiar to me...

I held the biggest book I could reach...

and pretend that I am reading...

But is actually crying...

I never wanted to be this fake...

It's so hard to smile to everyone, having a fear that at the end of the day, they only accepted me, because of my looks...

because of my fake kindness...

because of pretending to be someone else...

I'm scared of going back in time... kaya napili kong maging isang tao na magugustuhan ng lahat...

takot akong, pagtawanan ulit... I'm scared to be alone again...

I seriously hate myself...

I hat-"Here"

I was frozen on the spot when I heard someone...

I look at him and he is giving me his hanky...

"F*ck those people who don't like you" he said with his gummy smile.

enough for the book that I am holding to slid off my hand...

I slowly reach for him... and hug him.

....

and says "yeah, f*ck them" while smiling

He is the only person that love the dark shade of my pretend perfectly bright life.
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Peach Fuzz

17 parts Ongoing

(Fem. reader) My name's Y/n, and before my life changed drastically in some good and bad ways, I was a normal person. I was just a normal girl who went to high school, and I also had trouble making friends, which is why I was dubbed "The Loner" in school. The title, I didn't mind as much, but I did start to mind once I started getting bullied for it. Fights would always be the results of it, and somehow, I'd always get in more trouble. Why? Cause this certain group of bullies liked to bully other people, and I tried to defend the victims, but I'd always be the one that ended up suspended. When I got home after days like that, my sister, the one I live with, she didn't pay me any mind, even if she didn't have work that day. She'd always be talking or playing games with her friends on days she didn't have work, and never spent time with me, which made me all the more lonely. My only comfort was watching the Lego Monkie Kid, my comfort show. It was the only thing that got me to smile, laugh, and cry when I felt lonely. All I want is just to be loved. Love is all I want. One day, another boring and lonely day at school, the bell had rung, signaling the end of the day. I got excited for it because I was finally gonna watch LMK season 5, but I saw a group of bullies messing with an innocent person, so I stepped in to help the person, but in the process, I was pushed down the stairs, causing my neck to snap, and I died. I thought I was dead dead, but I woke up as a baby, not just any baby, a baby monkey demon, and you wanna know who my dad was? Sun Wukong the Monkey King from LMK. I didn't know what to feel, but all I knew was that I got reincarnated a little ways before the Brotherhood attacked the Celestial Realm. Just like some reincarnation stories, I wasn't able to stop it, but as time went on, I went on this LMK journey, becoming friends with MK and the others, I think I even gained a crush. But what I've been wanting in my past life and this life was love.