GELOTOPHOBIA(DARAGON)
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Last published Fri, Aug 28, 2020
Pagdating ko ng school...
I quickly smile and wave to those people who are greeting me...
my daily life is a mixture of being fake and being perfect...
"Wow Diana is really pretty"
"She's so nice and kind"
"And smart, my ghad she's really perfect"
"No wonder she's really popular"
Everyday I heard this positive comments about me...
pero hindi mawawala yung mga negatibong nasasabe ng iba saakin...
"She's... fine"
"Nothing special"
"There are a lot more girls prettier than her"
"I got a hunch that she got a plastic surgery"
I retain my smile... kahit yan ang naririnig ko..
I clasp my skirt, saying to myself na malapit na ko sa library...
"Ohhh I heard that her attitude is also fake..."
konting lakad nalang... ngiti lang...
"Tsk tsk whore"
"Attention seeker"
"Pathetic"
"Ahahaha She's a perfect example of barby doll...
Plastic ang mukha pati ugali."
...
...
...
upon arrival at the library...
dun sa sulok that is very familiar to me...
I held the biggest book I could reach...
and pretend that I am reading...
But is actually crying...
I never wanted to be this fake...
It's so hard to smile to everyone, having a fear that at the end of the day, they only accepted me, because of my looks...
because of my fake kindness...
because of pretending to be someone else...
I'm scared of going back in time... kaya napili kong maging isang tao na magugustuhan ng lahat...
takot akong, pagtawanan ulit... I'm scared to be alone again...
I seriously hate myself...
I hat-"Here"
I was frozen on the spot when I heard someone...
I look at him and he is giving me his hanky...
"F*ck those people who don't like you" he said with his gummy smile.
enough for the book that I am holding to slid off my hand...
I slowly reach for him... and hug him.
....
and says "yeah, f*ck them" while smiling
He is the only person that love the dark shade of my pretend perfectly bright life.
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#21
seungri
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